Friday, August 3, 2007
yey! :D had our first recorded song! as in sa recording studio. :D thanks to sir jojo and the blue birds sing group! hahaha. :P buy the CD ha! :)) weh? it was fun... lalo na nung huli, paulit ulit ung people of god. pero nakuha rin! :D:D hehehe. wala lang. un lang. kakatamad pa magkwento. next time na :P
Saturday, July 28, 2007
left the house at about 1230pm. annalee came here to fetch me. waH?! haha. naks. :)) then we went to gateway to watch ratatouille. :D yee. everyone wants to see it. and so did i! haha. we were with harvey, annalee's ex.. na parang sila parin?! hahaha. :P after gateway, yey, i rode the mrt for the first time. it was always been lrt for me you know. we went to mega mall to meet these.. na may gusto kay harvey. haha. it was obvious they were freshies with the way they acted. :D no offense, but they really do. haha. anyways, after that, we rode the taxi going to galeria, ang sabi nung driver, it was 40. pero what i understood and heard, 30 lang. hahaha. so i gave him 30 and annalee told me that he was looking at us when we crossed the road to enter the mall. haha! i felt guilty but then realized, he didn't even correct me.. i mean, i would give him that 10 peso back but it was too late. after that thing, we bought mcdo. the funny thing is, the fries tasted like scrambled egg! wtf?! we then went to hot loops and had cell group.. thats for the victory people only.. pero nasama narin ako. :)) born again un diba? basta un. parang bible study na you share things that happened to you. :D aun. hehe. hyy, im going to make 2 reaction papers pa. one in filipino and one in cwts. waa. er. anyways. for the side of friends, it was a good day.. but for the other side? um, its BAD. :(
Friday, July 27, 2007
english classes..
its friday so again, we had english as our first subject. hell. :( i kept on repeating my outline for the narrative story she was letting us make. : | i already felt like crying kanina 'cause i really can't believe she doesn't want to accept it. when she first read my story, the comment was, "its too wordy" then, err. i don't even want to remember things said na. it was really hell. :(
lunch time, at home, i felt so alone. even with allysa, alyssa, shiela, anna lee and sharon who followed were here, goodness. sa totoo lang, i felt out of place. as if it wasn't my house i was in. like i didn't belong... they had their talks, though they tried to include me in, i really can't relate to it. i mean, ok fine, the truth is, well, aside from that, di na talaga ako sanay sa malaking grupo, na maraming kasama. since summer, once lang nagsamsama ang barkada. at ang lagi ko pang kasama ay si butch. so kaming 2 lang. tapos now, parang biglang dumami, pero, ang kamsa ko lang talaga si anna lee at si lav. aun, i cried pa nga eh.. not because of that pero, parang, naaasar kasi ako, and i don't know why, i mean, which thing made me cry. i told butch i was going to call pero he had to pack for tomorrow kasi he'll be going home to sta barbara again. and i felt like, um,, cge. its not like a big deal to me, i mean, i just wanted someone to talk to about what is happening.. i know he has exams and he needs to review.. can't he give ma at least 3 minutes of his time? i already text messaged him about whats happening and what's the reaction? wala. as in wala. hindi niya pinapansin. :( butch, if you're reading this, sorry, pero, lagi nalang ganun, i feel bad, parang wala ka man lang paki. ewan ko. sorry nalang. hayy. there's not a day pa na i didn't cry. i can feel i'll be crying again later.. not that i want to cry, call me a cry baby if you want to. that's just the way i let go of things, hatred, saddness, happiness, lahat. iyak or tawa lang ang output. sobra. and now a days, sobrang, ewan, im keeping things to myself again. there was this time pa nga na i asked myself i was happening to me, who did i run to ba when i was in dagupan when i feel bad? all i could remember is kim osorio, rey, aisel, bes. pero, sorry to those i didn't mention, nakalimutan ko na nga kasi ung iba. pero now.. di ko na kasi sila xadong nakakausap / nakaktext.. ewan ko kung bakit pero, ewan. hyy. continue this later. caio. : |
lunch time, at home, i felt so alone. even with allysa, alyssa, shiela, anna lee and sharon who followed were here, goodness. sa totoo lang, i felt out of place. as if it wasn't my house i was in. like i didn't belong... they had their talks, though they tried to include me in, i really can't relate to it. i mean, ok fine, the truth is, well, aside from that, di na talaga ako sanay sa malaking grupo, na maraming kasama. since summer, once lang nagsamsama ang barkada. at ang lagi ko pang kasama ay si butch. so kaming 2 lang. tapos now, parang biglang dumami, pero, ang kamsa ko lang talaga si anna lee at si lav. aun, i cried pa nga eh.. not because of that pero, parang, naaasar kasi ako, and i don't know why, i mean, which thing made me cry. i told butch i was going to call pero he had to pack for tomorrow kasi he'll be going home to sta barbara again. and i felt like, um,, cge. its not like a big deal to me, i mean, i just wanted someone to talk to about what is happening.. i know he has exams and he needs to review.. can't he give ma at least 3 minutes of his time? i already text messaged him about whats happening and what's the reaction? wala. as in wala. hindi niya pinapansin. :( butch, if you're reading this, sorry, pero, lagi nalang ganun, i feel bad, parang wala ka man lang paki. ewan ko. sorry nalang. hayy. there's not a day pa na i didn't cry. i can feel i'll be crying again later.. not that i want to cry, call me a cry baby if you want to. that's just the way i let go of things, hatred, saddness, happiness, lahat. iyak or tawa lang ang output. sobra. and now a days, sobrang, ewan, im keeping things to myself again. there was this time pa nga na i asked myself i was happening to me, who did i run to ba when i was in dagupan when i feel bad? all i could remember is kim osorio, rey, aisel, bes. pero, sorry to those i didn't mention, nakalimutan ko na nga kasi ung iba. pero now.. di ko na kasi sila xadong nakakausap / nakaktext.. ewan ko kung bakit pero, ewan. hyy. continue this later. caio. : |
Thursday, July 26, 2007
stressed out. completely.
its been a long time since i blogged here. :) anyways.
hmm. what can i say? im an official college student. haha. ive been in college for a month and 2 weeks? for others, they are already taking their prelims or midterms, whatever they call it this week. kami? ha! august pa! :P other professors don't give midterms pa! odiba? saya. :D
we had mc 101 kanina. and we talked about STRESS. it was only then when i realized that i am SO STRESSED. as in. missing him is one of the reasons why, for me, being stressed is anything that makes you tired, or makes you want to lie in bed all day, or even, being depressed. hell yeah, im so depressed right now.
after meeting up with him, or should i say, after going to their house last sunday, and today is thursday, i already miss him A LOT. compared to the 1 month and 1 week we didn't see each other? sobrang hurt ako ngayon kasi i already saw him, i wanted to go with him to baguio but i can't. and now, we're not texting for almost 3/4 of the day. 1/4, maybe that will consist of only 5-15 text messages i received from him. stressful talaga. waiting and wishing for his name to be written after the "from" word on my cell. Goodness. i miss him so much. nothing could ever compare. since that meeting last sunday, i already cried 2 times this week, and when i say cry, as in almost like hagulgol. tapos matagal pa. actually, i just finished crying kani kanina lang. waw? task ba un? ha. anyways, yeah, ive been missing him so much and another problem i want to face na is, to tell mom that i do have a boyfriend that ive never listened to a thing she says when we get to the topic of love. hy. i want to tell her on my 17th, wow, that would be like, next next week. or on my 18th. at least i have preparations. :D haha. oh yeah, the reason why we're not talking? or even texting, is because it is his exam week. from tuesday to saturday. err. i wish it could end sooner! now i know i really can't and i really wont leave him. its just not complete without him, a single message from him is good, but a lot would be great! but you have to understand, he's reviewing for his exams, and no way would i want to distract him. though i text him while he is studying but, no, i don't get a reply but i like to inform him of what i do.. on what is happening at home and school. but he wont.. i mean, he's not sharing or anything. not that its a requirement of couples to tell EVERYTHING to one another when they're apart, but at least you know, have some information about how they are up there.. hyy. well anyways, have to continue this some other time. ciao!
hmm. what can i say? im an official college student. haha. ive been in college for a month and 2 weeks? for others, they are already taking their prelims or midterms, whatever they call it this week. kami? ha! august pa! :P other professors don't give midterms pa! odiba? saya. :D
we had mc 101 kanina. and we talked about STRESS. it was only then when i realized that i am SO STRESSED. as in. missing him is one of the reasons why, for me, being stressed is anything that makes you tired, or makes you want to lie in bed all day, or even, being depressed. hell yeah, im so depressed right now.
after meeting up with him, or should i say, after going to their house last sunday, and today is thursday, i already miss him A LOT. compared to the 1 month and 1 week we didn't see each other? sobrang hurt ako ngayon kasi i already saw him, i wanted to go with him to baguio but i can't. and now, we're not texting for almost 3/4 of the day. 1/4, maybe that will consist of only 5-15 text messages i received from him. stressful talaga. waiting and wishing for his name to be written after the "from" word on my cell. Goodness. i miss him so much. nothing could ever compare. since that meeting last sunday, i already cried 2 times this week, and when i say cry, as in almost like hagulgol. tapos matagal pa. actually, i just finished crying kani kanina lang. waw? task ba un? ha. anyways, yeah, ive been missing him so much and another problem i want to face na is, to tell mom that i do have a boyfriend that ive never listened to a thing she says when we get to the topic of love. hy. i want to tell her on my 17th, wow, that would be like, next next week. or on my 18th. at least i have preparations. :D haha. oh yeah, the reason why we're not talking? or even texting, is because it is his exam week. from tuesday to saturday. err. i wish it could end sooner! now i know i really can't and i really wont leave him. its just not complete without him, a single message from him is good, but a lot would be great! but you have to understand, he's reviewing for his exams, and no way would i want to distract him. though i text him while he is studying but, no, i don't get a reply but i like to inform him of what i do.. on what is happening at home and school. but he wont.. i mean, he's not sharing or anything. not that its a requirement of couples to tell EVERYTHING to one another when they're apart, but at least you know, have some information about how they are up there.. hyy. well anyways, have to continue this some other time. ciao!
Sunday, June 17, 2007
heh.
1.The song you've been most singing to
yourself recently?
- way back into love.
2. What do you currently want right
now?
- pang aliw ng sarili.
3. What did you do today?
- wala. friendster, multiply, soundtrip, text, nuod, eat the usual.
4. Are you hungry? What would you
like?
- i just ate.
5.What have you been thinking about
most today?
- how could... shit.
6. Do you ever just sit outside and
watch the stars?
- yup.
7. What is your current annoyance?
- the thing...
8. Do you want a new cell phone?
- not really.
9. Are you waiting for someone right
now?
- NO.
10. Name one thing you’re looking
forward to this week?
- apology? or, explanation.
11. Can you make new friends easily?
- cguro.. hindi na xado eh.
12. What would you do if your best
friend turned gay/lesbian?
- um, um, wala naman. accept them for who they are.
13. Do you plan out what you wear the
day before you wear it?
- YUP. hehe.
14. What is music to you?
- happiness. ;)
15. Have you ever fell for an
officemate or classmate?
- YUP.
16. How many hours do you sleep?
this week?
- 6 during weekdays. 8-11 weekends.
17. How many times do you eat each
day?
- 2 or 3.
18. How do you cheer someone up?
- be weird.
19. Are you a morning person?
- ewan.
20. Is it easier for you to fall?
- yeah. pero now, di na.
21. Think of one person, stick with
it. you don’t have to say their name.
Would you pick him/her up stranded 100
plus miles away if it was your
birthday?
- ok lang.
22. Has your best friend ever hurt
your feelings?
- oo. iyak ako ng iyak nun. : (
23. Give two reasons why you get
distracted in class.
- BOREDOM. = SLEEPINESSSS.
24. Do you think it’s funny when
people get hurt?
- i am now, do you think its funny?! shit.
yourself recently?
- way back into love.
2. What do you currently want right
now?
- pang aliw ng sarili.
3. What did you do today?
- wala. friendster, multiply, soundtrip, text, nuod, eat the usual.
4. Are you hungry? What would you
like?
- i just ate.
5.What have you been thinking about
most today?
- how could... shit.
6. Do you ever just sit outside and
watch the stars?
- yup.
7. What is your current annoyance?
- the thing...
8. Do you want a new cell phone?
- not really.
9. Are you waiting for someone right
now?
- NO.
10. Name one thing you’re looking
forward to this week?
- apology? or, explanation.
11. Can you make new friends easily?
- cguro.. hindi na xado eh.
12. What would you do if your best
friend turned gay/lesbian?
- um, um, wala naman. accept them for who they are.
13. Do you plan out what you wear the
day before you wear it?
- YUP. hehe.
14. What is music to you?
- happiness. ;)
15. Have you ever fell for an
officemate or classmate?
- YUP.
16. How many hours do you sleep?
this week?
- 6 during weekdays. 8-11 weekends.
17. How many times do you eat each
day?
- 2 or 3.
18. How do you cheer someone up?
- be weird.
19. Are you a morning person?
- ewan.
20. Is it easier for you to fall?
- yeah. pero now, di na.
21. Think of one person, stick with
it. you don’t have to say their name.
Would you pick him/her up stranded 100
plus miles away if it was your
birthday?
- ok lang.
22. Has your best friend ever hurt
your feelings?
- oo. iyak ako ng iyak nun. : (
23. Give two reasons why you get
distracted in class.
- BOREDOM. = SLEEPINESSSS.
24. Do you think it’s funny when
people get hurt?
- i am now, do you think its funny?! shit.
ha! Happy Father's Day.
hihi. i didn't greet any of my "Fathers" haha. i greeted my beiby first. :)) funny. yeah, whatever. haha.
ginroup message ko na lang ung "happy fathers day" hehe. there's my dad, papa and tito anthony... hek. mga reply nila.
tito anthony: tnx anak.. (woa? heeek. *thinks. you know what im thinking!*)
papa: thanks Justin! ( huwel?! hahaha.)
dad: tnx. san ka? (hahaha. nice one dad.)
lagay ko dito convy namin ni dad. weird. di na kasi ako sanay na kausap siya. tagal ko ng di siya nakausap. heee. sobrang nanibago ako. read.
dad: tnx. san ka?
tin: bahay.
dad: dag o mla?
tin: manila..
dad: musta school?
tin: boring. nakakaantok. hehe
dad: bakit boring? diba dapat masaya?
tin: eh,walang kwenta, daldal sila ng daldal. puro introduction pa kasi last week.
dad: grabe ka naman kung walang kwenta sila.
tin: hindi, ta daldal sila ng daldal, puro introduction tapos kwento..
dad: astig ka talaga! ( huwa?! where did the come from? haha. natawa kaya ako. XP)
un. meron pa. pero, natuwa ako. kasi di na talaga ako sanay na kausap siya / katext siya. im sure, baka kumustahin kami ni beiby mamaya nito. haha. :D yee. naka naman ang tatay ko. :)) wala lang.
magmimisa ako mamaya. kasama si kuya or not. ha! KAYA ko!!! yeah. haha.
we watched Fantastic 4 pala kagabi. saya. :) haha. ganda xa. kasma ko si kuya and kuya jir. naks. haha. sayang si benny at kea. sumama sila for nothing. gang 10 kasi curfew ni kea. eh, 10:30 matatapos ung movie. aun. sayang, tapos. nagaway kami -- ni beiby. pero ok na.diba diba? hehe. iloveyou. :x
ginroup message ko na lang ung "happy fathers day" hehe. there's my dad, papa and tito anthony... hek. mga reply nila.
tito anthony: tnx anak.. (woa? heeek. *thinks. you know what im thinking!*)
papa: thanks Justin! ( huwel?! hahaha.)
dad: tnx. san ka? (hahaha. nice one dad.)
lagay ko dito convy namin ni dad. weird. di na kasi ako sanay na kausap siya. tagal ko ng di siya nakausap. heee. sobrang nanibago ako. read.
dad: tnx. san ka?
tin: bahay.
dad: dag o mla?
tin: manila..
dad: musta school?
tin: boring. nakakaantok. hehe
dad: bakit boring? diba dapat masaya?
tin: eh,walang kwenta, daldal sila ng daldal. puro introduction pa kasi last week.
dad: grabe ka naman kung walang kwenta sila.
tin: hindi, ta daldal sila ng daldal, puro introduction tapos kwento..
dad: astig ka talaga! ( huwa?! where did the come from? haha. natawa kaya ako. XP)
un. meron pa. pero, natuwa ako. kasi di na talaga ako sanay na kausap siya / katext siya. im sure, baka kumustahin kami ni beiby mamaya nito. haha. :D yee. naka naman ang tatay ko. :)) wala lang.
magmimisa ako mamaya. kasama si kuya or not. ha! KAYA ko!!! yeah. haha.
we watched Fantastic 4 pala kagabi. saya. :) haha. ganda xa. kasma ko si kuya and kuya jir. naks. haha. sayang si benny at kea. sumama sila for nothing. gang 10 kasi curfew ni kea. eh, 10:30 matatapos ung movie. aun. sayang, tapos. nagaway kami -- ni beiby. pero ok na.diba diba? hehe. iloveyou. :x
Monday, June 11, 2007
: |
woke up 6.30aM and woke him up. he didn't wake up DAW with the call. hahaha. nagising lang daw. woo. wag kana. :P
left the house at 7am to go to sta. barbara. :)
arrived at quarter to 8 na cguro? ewan ko. hehe. :D aun, wala naman kaming ginawa. huuugg! tas nuod lang. heeek. :D i love him so much. :) oo! tae ka. hahaha.
11am came. i had to go. :( di pa xa naliligo, pero bango parin. hek! kuno!! hahaha. joke lang. :D aun, nung dumating si kuya dong, naiyak na ako. :( hug ko xa nung umiiyak ako, ayokong makita niya. pero napansin narin niya eh, ano magagawa ko. hehe. :D tas sabihan pa akong madrama eh umiyak din siya. ano? hahah! :D magkikita naman daw kami next week, kaya tumigil na ako sa kakaiyak. :D ok naman na ako. :) hehe. basta alam kong magkikita kami. :)
dii, ingat ka ha, i love you. :*
left the house at 7am to go to sta. barbara. :)
arrived at quarter to 8 na cguro? ewan ko. hehe. :D aun, wala naman kaming ginawa. huuugg! tas nuod lang. heeek. :D i love him so much. :) oo! tae ka. hahaha.
11am came. i had to go. :( di pa xa naliligo, pero bango parin. hek! kuno!! hahaha. joke lang. :D aun, nung dumating si kuya dong, naiyak na ako. :( hug ko xa nung umiiyak ako, ayokong makita niya. pero napansin narin niya eh, ano magagawa ko. hehe. :D tas sabihan pa akong madrama eh umiyak din siya. ano? hahah! :D magkikita naman daw kami next week, kaya tumigil na ako sa kakaiyak. :D ok naman na ako. :) hehe. basta alam kong magkikita kami. :)
dii, ingat ka ha, i love you. :*
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
the new border.
so, what am i going to do?
mama, papa and i just arrived here in Manila about 9am. Mom, tito Anthony and the kids left 30 minutes ago for dagupan. i felt like crying nga kanina eh. kasi, i dunno. i don't want to say the same things again, i don't want to relate the things that makes me cry every night. i know it's part of life -- being a college student. but does it have to be away from them? specially HIM. :( he's currently in Baguio and he still doesn't have load. so i'll just have to wait for his text. i dunno how he is doing, or even, what. all i know is that he's with al and rommel. hope their safe. plus, momie ivy texted me. :
mama, papa and i just arrived here in Manila about 9am. Mom, tito Anthony and the kids left 30 minutes ago for dagupan. i felt like crying nga kanina eh. kasi, i dunno. i don't want to say the same things again, i don't want to relate the things that makes me cry every night. i know it's part of life -- being a college student. but does it have to be away from them? specially HIM. :( he's currently in Baguio and he still doesn't have load. so i'll just have to wait for his text. i dunno how he is doing, or even, what. all i know is that he's with al and rommel. hope their safe. plus, momie ivy texted me. :
"asa manila ka na ba ? ingat lagi ha? chat tayo next time.. kwento mo about your orientation. si butch kelan akyat? please make sure that you're always connected kasi you bring far from each other is a threat to your relationship.. Both of you much take extra care.. hehe God bless!"
i just wish momie ivy was here. :( oo nga, totoo sabi nia.. this is one great risk we're taking. specially, we often fight na talaga. pero we won't let go naman diba? diba? we will keep the relationship strong diba? :'( i don't want to cry na. lagi nalang mahirap huminga pag gabi. :( hyy. we'll make it through this. its just college.. 4 years being apart is nothing.. i guess? we'll make it no matter what. i love him so much. :(
kanina nagtatawanan ang mga tao dito, naevict na ang isang border, may dumating naman na na bago. :) evicted -- jann. new comer -- ako. :)) haha. baliw talaga tong mga to. :) masya, pero malungkot. hyy. ang tagal ni kuya. mamayang gabi pa siya dadating eh. :(
kanina nagtatawanan ang mga tao dito, naevict na ang isang border, may dumating naman na na bago. :) evicted -- jann. new comer -- ako. :)) haha. baliw talaga tong mga to. :) masya, pero malungkot. hyy. ang tagal ni kuya. mamayang gabi pa siya dadating eh. :(
Thursday, May 31, 2007
enrolment day
im a certified Miriamite! yey! hek. kumpleto na, uniform nalang wala. err. ang arte naman kasi nila. haha. anyways.
just got home ang got pissed. went up to my room only to find out that my room has transformed to a playground again. sheesh. not to boast but, its a big house, bakit kulang parin ang rooms?! im mean, dito sa manila. pero kahit naman sa dagupan, kulang kulang parin ung rooms. sus. ang kinaiirita ko pa dito, kung hindi mo sasabihin na ayusin nila tong kwarto, di nila gagawin. gaya kanina, nahulog ung kinakain naming mango sa kama. andun na ung yaya, di man lang kumuha ng tissue or kung ano man para pumasan! kailangan ko pang magsungit bago xa kumuha. tss. nakakairita kaya! err. tignan mo pa tong pinapanuod nila. pano hindi matututong di mag tagalog mga bata, eh puro tagalog movies / series pinapanuod nila. sus. err. hindi pa sila.. errr. basta. nakakaasar!!!! nakakabadtrip!
senxa na, ito lang ang way para makpaglabas ako ng init ng ulo. wala na akong makausap dto eh. er! anyways. un.
lovekobutch--baka sabihin mong nakalimutan na naman kita.
just got home ang got pissed. went up to my room only to find out that my room has transformed to a playground again. sheesh. not to boast but, its a big house, bakit kulang parin ang rooms?! im mean, dito sa manila. pero kahit naman sa dagupan, kulang kulang parin ung rooms. sus. ang kinaiirita ko pa dito, kung hindi mo sasabihin na ayusin nila tong kwarto, di nila gagawin. gaya kanina, nahulog ung kinakain naming mango sa kama. andun na ung yaya, di man lang kumuha ng tissue or kung ano man para pumasan! kailangan ko pang magsungit bago xa kumuha. tss. nakakairita kaya! err. tignan mo pa tong pinapanuod nila. pano hindi matututong di mag tagalog mga bata, eh puro tagalog movies / series pinapanuod nila. sus. err. hindi pa sila.. errr. basta. nakakaasar!!!! nakakabadtrip!
senxa na, ito lang ang way para makpaglabas ako ng init ng ulo. wala na akong makausap dto eh. er! anyways. un.
lovekobutch--baka sabihin mong nakalimutan na naman kita.
Friday, May 25, 2007
fun fun fun. :x
butch: wag ka na magpapaganda ah? para wa na magkagusto sayo.. (sus. teary-eyed pa ang loko! :P)
tin: so? kung may magkagusto.. as if naman papansinin ko sila. im taken. im married. (aba. napakafeeling naman ng lola! :D)
pero with just those two words. i can see he's happy. which makes me happy too. :)
just spent the day with him- alone. :) saya. :) went to their house after lunch and got home at 7.45pm. haha.
didn't do anything much. but it was alot of fun. :) any day with him makes me happy more than any other thing in the world. :x
basta. i had a fun fun fun day! :) sobrang happyyyy. :D :D why did the day have to end? :( im going to miss him again. hmmf. :(
un lang. happy ako kasi napasaya ko siya. :) i love him so much. :)
this will last a lifetime. :)
tin: so? kung may magkagusto.. as if naman papansinin ko sila. im taken. im married. (aba. napakafeeling naman ng lola! :D)
pero with just those two words. i can see he's happy. which makes me happy too. :)
just spent the day with him- alone. :) saya. :) went to their house after lunch and got home at 7.45pm. haha.
didn't do anything much. but it was alot of fun. :) any day with him makes me happy more than any other thing in the world. :x
basta. i had a fun fun fun day! :) sobrang happyyyy. :D :D why did the day have to end? :( im going to miss him again. hmmf. :(
un lang. happy ako kasi napasaya ko siya. :) i love him so much. :)
this will last a lifetime. :)
Thursday, May 24, 2007
boredom. :-|
001. real name : Justin Frances.
002. nickname: tin, teen, frances.
003. single or taken : TAKEN. <3
004. zodiac sign : leo
005. male or female : female
006. elementary : ESDC.
007. high s. : OBMCI, ESDC.
008. college : MC.
009. eye color : brown.
010. hair color : black.
011. long or short hair : long.
012. shoe size : 7 or 8.
013. asthma? : no.
014. are you health freak : no.
016. do you have a crush on someone: i LOVE someone. :)
017. do you like yourself: yeah.
018. piercings : 2. --ears.
019. tattoos : no.
020. righty or lefty: right handed.
FIRSTS
022. first surgery : none pa. :D
023. first piercing : a few months old
024. first best friend: Jackilyn Tamayo and Jenzen Chua
025. first movie made : wa ehhh.
026. First sport you joined : karate. :D
027. first pet : dog.
028. first vacation : out of country? about 9 years old.. trip to hongkong.
029. first concert : side a. :) 5 y/o ata ako ?
CURRENTLY :
049. eating : none.
050. drinking : none.
052. i'm about : change to house clothes.
053. listening to : maria flordeluna. :)) haha. im watching too!
055. waiting : for nothing.
057. wearing : pants and shirt.
YOUR FUTURE :
058. want kids?: yeah.
059. want to get married?: yeah. :)
060. careers in mind?: umm. business woman. :D
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
068. lips or eyes? : eyes.
069. hugs or kisses : same. :D
070. shorter or taller : taller.
072. romantic or spontaneous : both.
073. stomach or arms : stomach.
074. sensitive or loud : same. haha. ganun xa minsan eh! :D
075. hook-up or relationship : relationship.
HAVE YOU EVER
078. kissed a stranger : nope.
080. lost glasses/contacts : nope.
081. ran away from home : i wanted to. haha.
082. broken any bones : kasma ba natapilok? haha. :D
084. broken someone's heart : yeah. : /
085. been arrested : NO.
086. turned someone down : yeah.
087. cried when someone died : duh.
088. liked a friend : yeah. haha.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. yourself: yeah.
090. miracles : nah.
091. love at first sight : nope.
092. heaven : yeah.
093. santa claus : no.
094. fairies : no.
095. kissing on the first date: nope.
096. angels : yeah.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now? yeah.
098. Is Superman really better than Batman? idc. :D
099. Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time? haha, um,um, yeah. :D hahah. overnight lang un! tae, di ko nakaya. lokohan lang kasi ung relationship na un eh. wa kwents.
100. Have u had a crush on someone secretly? no. waku crush. :P
002. nickname: tin, teen, frances.
003. single or taken : TAKEN. <3
004. zodiac sign : leo
005. male or female : female
006. elementary : ESDC.
007. high s. : OBMCI, ESDC.
008. college : MC.
009. eye color : brown.
010. hair color : black.
011. long or short hair : long.
012. shoe size : 7 or 8.
013. asthma? : no.
014. are you health freak : no.
016. do you have a crush on someone: i LOVE someone. :)
017. do you like yourself: yeah.
018. piercings : 2. --ears.
019. tattoos : no.
020. righty or lefty: right handed.
FIRSTS
022. first surgery : none pa. :D
023. first piercing : a few months old
024. first best friend: Jackilyn Tamayo and Jenzen Chua
025. first movie made : wa ehhh.
026. First sport you joined : karate. :D
027. first pet : dog.
028. first vacation : out of country? about 9 years old.. trip to hongkong.
029. first concert : side a. :) 5 y/o ata ako ?
CURRENTLY :
049. eating : none.
050. drinking : none.
052. i'm about : change to house clothes.
053. listening to : maria flordeluna. :)) haha. im watching too!
055. waiting : for nothing.
057. wearing : pants and shirt.
YOUR FUTURE :
058. want kids?: yeah.
059. want to get married?: yeah. :)
060. careers in mind?: umm. business woman. :D
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
068. lips or eyes? : eyes.
069. hugs or kisses : same. :D
070. shorter or taller : taller.
072. romantic or spontaneous : both.
073. stomach or arms : stomach.
074. sensitive or loud : same. haha. ganun xa minsan eh! :D
075. hook-up or relationship : relationship.
HAVE YOU EVER
078. kissed a stranger : nope.
080. lost glasses/contacts : nope.
081. ran away from home : i wanted to. haha.
082. broken any bones : kasma ba natapilok? haha. :D
084. broken someone's heart : yeah. : /
085. been arrested : NO.
086. turned someone down : yeah.
087. cried when someone died : duh.
088. liked a friend : yeah. haha.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. yourself: yeah.
090. miracles : nah.
091. love at first sight : nope.
092. heaven : yeah.
093. santa claus : no.
094. fairies : no.
095. kissing on the first date: nope.
096. angels : yeah.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now? yeah.
098. Is Superman really better than Batman? idc. :D
099. Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time? haha, um,um, yeah. :D hahah. overnight lang un! tae, di ko nakaya. lokohan lang kasi ung relationship na un eh. wa kwents.
100. Have u had a crush on someone secretly? no. waku crush. :P
Monday, May 21, 2007
HK. :D
wow! nakaya kong di magcomputer for 3 days! as in no computer access ng matagal. there was a 5-minute luck from Mix to use the computer. pero 5 minutes lang, kasi chineck ko lang. pero didn’t do anything. :( anyways.
we left the house last friday, 18th of May at 4.30 am. our flight to hong kong was scheduled at 8am. knowing mama, we’re going to be early--really early. so there. boring ang 2 hours sa air. buti nalang dala ang camera at ipod. :D
we arrived at HK airport ng 10am. when we got to the immigration thingy part of that thingy, (haha), the lady kept looking at my passport and at me. she told us, “got thinner, and got prettier”. odiba ?! hahaha. after that, waited for everyone who will check-in sa Marco Polo to arrived. maybe 30 minutes un. tapos pumunta na kami hotel. the drive from the airport to the hotel took us 1 hour. then when we got there, we waited for mama pa to check us in the hotel tapos umakyat kagad sa room. -> 924 and 916. ahaha. anyways. yeah. aun. tapos. haha. lumabas na to eat. after eating diretso na sa pagshoshop. haha. shop-a-holic. hindi ako uN! si mama at mom un! saus. after eating kasi, we walked around Gateway muna. tapos Niki, tito Anthony and I went straight to the room na kasi pagod na talaga kaming dalawa ni Niki. sus. hello. nakakapagod naman talaga eh. tapos un.
second day. 0_0
got up early. i dunno what time. basta ginising lang ako. haha. :)) mom said, “ga, ta dun ka na sa isa” odi pumunta ako sa room nila mama. un pala, dun sa kabilang shower room. kasi there were two shower room in the bathroom. hahaha :)) eh aun. tapos na. we had the city tour. ito ang nakakapagod talaga. tapos there was ano. yeah. haha. :)) basta, haha. sa bus. oo. un. haha. hindi nio maiintindihan. basta. haha. sayang wa pic. :)) hahahaha. anyways. aun. after city tour, shopping ULIT! ageh. nakakapagod talaga.
third day <3
disneyland. :) it was raining cats and dogs nung umalis kami sa hotel. sobrang lakas. buti nalng the hotel let us borrow umbrellas. :) nagalaga lang naman ako buong araw. haha. ang saya pero. mas maganda pero sa LA and Orlando. :) wa katapat ung mga un. LOL. anyways. tamad na akong magkwento. hahaha.
actually tapos na eh. 4th day, uwian na. :) and here i am typing. :D
nakakatuwa lang dun, ung mga magaling magsalita ng english, parang di mo sila maintindihan. tapos, chinese sila diba? galing nila magsalita pero ung acccent nila, parang english. english as in ung sa europe na pagsasalita. hahaha. ang saya diba? :)) anyways. aun. tapos na. hahaha.
tignan nio nalng pics. :) click my link at the right side thingy dito sa mismong site. haha. you know where to find it. :P
we left the house last friday, 18th of May at 4.30 am. our flight to hong kong was scheduled at 8am. knowing mama, we’re going to be early--really early. so there. boring ang 2 hours sa air. buti nalang dala ang camera at ipod. :D
we arrived at HK airport ng 10am. when we got to the immigration thingy part of that thingy, (haha), the lady kept looking at my passport and at me. she told us, “got thinner, and got prettier”. odiba ?! hahaha. after that, waited for everyone who will check-in sa Marco Polo to arrived. maybe 30 minutes un. tapos pumunta na kami hotel. the drive from the airport to the hotel took us 1 hour. then when we got there, we waited for mama pa to check us in the hotel tapos umakyat kagad sa room. -> 924 and 916. ahaha. anyways. yeah. aun. tapos. haha. lumabas na to eat. after eating diretso na sa pagshoshop. haha. shop-a-holic. hindi ako uN! si mama at mom un! saus. after eating kasi, we walked around Gateway muna. tapos Niki, tito Anthony and I went straight to the room na kasi pagod na talaga kaming dalawa ni Niki. sus. hello. nakakapagod naman talaga eh. tapos un.
second day. 0_0
got up early. i dunno what time. basta ginising lang ako. haha. :)) mom said, “ga, ta dun ka na sa isa” odi pumunta ako sa room nila mama. un pala, dun sa kabilang shower room. kasi there were two shower room in the bathroom. hahaha :)) eh aun. tapos na. we had the city tour. ito ang nakakapagod talaga. tapos there was ano. yeah. haha. :)) basta, haha. sa bus. oo. un. haha. hindi nio maiintindihan. basta. haha. sayang wa pic. :)) hahahaha. anyways. aun. after city tour, shopping ULIT! ageh. nakakapagod talaga.
third day <3
disneyland. :) it was raining cats and dogs nung umalis kami sa hotel. sobrang lakas. buti nalng the hotel let us borrow umbrellas. :) nagalaga lang naman ako buong araw. haha. ang saya pero. mas maganda pero sa LA and Orlando. :) wa katapat ung mga un. LOL. anyways. tamad na akong magkwento. hahaha.
actually tapos na eh. 4th day, uwian na. :) and here i am typing. :D
nakakatuwa lang dun, ung mga magaling magsalita ng english, parang di mo sila maintindihan. tapos, chinese sila diba? galing nila magsalita pero ung acccent nila, parang english. english as in ung sa europe na pagsasalita. hahaha. ang saya diba? :)) anyways. aun. tapos na. hahaha.
tignan nio nalng pics. :) click my link at the right side thingy dito sa mismong site. haha. you know where to find it. :P
Sunday, May 13, 2007
reunion. :P
yeboi. kung madrama toh, sige. happy thoughts nalang! :)
yesterday pala, nagreunion ulit ang purity :D <3
woke up at 7.30am. toink. ang ingay ng mga magmomotorcade! sus. tapos nagulat pa ako nung miniscall ako ni bes 20 minutes before ko inalarm ung phone ko. haha. :P so aus aus. di na nga ako kumain eh! haha. late na kasi. usapan 8am. :D ahaha. oo, mabilis lang namn ako eh. tapos nung umalis na ako, goodness. traffic dun sa may harap nung dating ospital. we had to drive through dun sa mga may grass. eh, uneven ung land dun. ahaha. :)) ang nakaktuwa pa dun, nagkasalubong si De Venecia at si Lim. :)) si Lim, ung lane na papuntang San fabi. tapos si DeVenecia, papuntang bayan. :)) ahaha. nakaktuwa. pero ang ingay ng mga jingle nila! haha. anyways. umikot na kami sa mangaldan kasi sobrang traffic nga. dumating ako ng school ng mga 8.30am. hahah. hoi, kung wla ung trffic na un, andun na ako by 8 noh. haha. :D
dumating ako sa school,. andun si bes at si mami ibeh sa may shed. natutuwa rin ako dun kasi may harang. basta. may harang na ung shed sa gilid. hahaha. wla lang. :D un lang naman, mas lalong nagmukhang preso ang ednas. :)) hahaha. tapos aun. umalis na kami dun ng mga 10am. pumunta na kami kanila ibeh. namiss ko nga bonding namin ni bes eh. tas aun, around 11.30, dumating na ang surprise guests. :)) nagulat si ibeh ng konti kasi naman. may mga nagbulgar,. haha. :D si nathz at dipti. pero aus lang. :P tapos, nagbingo kami! unang nanalo, si emm. tapos ako. :D hahaha. nice nice. kaming dalawa nagdadayaan dun eh. hahaha. :)) basta pagnakakarami na xa ng numbers, sabihin ko na, "wala na! last na yan! di ka manananlo!" okaya, "woo. daya oh!" hahah. tapos sila bes naman tatawa lang. hahaha. :D
meron ngang bago sa bingo eh, under letter N, number 73. hahah. n73. haha. oi, gawa ko un ahh. hahah :))
tapos aun, naisipang pumuntang mall. pero di na ako sumama kasi may misa kaya umuwi nalng ako. tapos, aun. hahah. :D
katext ko parin si bes. sobrang short nga ng time eh. parang kulang. namiss kagad namin isatisa. *aww. :P* hahaha. kasi, tagal na rin namin di nagsasama. i mean, kelan ba kami huling nagsama ng sobrang tawanan? siguro, nung 3rd year pa. :( kaya sobrang namiss ko xa. kahit na batchmates parin kami, at nagkikita nung 4h year, iba parin kasi ung kaklase mo beastpren mo. :) hehe. dba dba? ahaha. aun.
nung time na un .. um, nagaaway kami pero wag na nating pagusapan un kasi happy thoughts na nga dba? ahaha. :D basta, love ko xa. un. oh, ano, may masasabi ka na naman dyan ? hmpf.
hahah. wala lang. :) bes! cheerup ka na! nakakasad ka. :( dito lang ako for you. :) bes tayo forever dba? :P hehehe.
yesterday pala, nagreunion ulit ang purity :D <3
woke up at 7.30am. toink. ang ingay ng mga magmomotorcade! sus. tapos nagulat pa ako nung miniscall ako ni bes 20 minutes before ko inalarm ung phone ko. haha. :P so aus aus. di na nga ako kumain eh! haha. late na kasi. usapan 8am. :D ahaha. oo, mabilis lang namn ako eh. tapos nung umalis na ako, goodness. traffic dun sa may harap nung dating ospital. we had to drive through dun sa mga may grass. eh, uneven ung land dun. ahaha. :)) ang nakaktuwa pa dun, nagkasalubong si De Venecia at si Lim. :)) si Lim, ung lane na papuntang San fabi. tapos si DeVenecia, papuntang bayan. :)) ahaha. nakaktuwa. pero ang ingay ng mga jingle nila! haha. anyways. umikot na kami sa mangaldan kasi sobrang traffic nga. dumating ako ng school ng mga 8.30am. hahah. hoi, kung wla ung trffic na un, andun na ako by 8 noh. haha. :D
dumating ako sa school,. andun si bes at si mami ibeh sa may shed. natutuwa rin ako dun kasi may harang. basta. may harang na ung shed sa gilid. hahaha. wla lang. :D un lang naman, mas lalong nagmukhang preso ang ednas. :)) hahaha. tapos aun. umalis na kami dun ng mga 10am. pumunta na kami kanila ibeh. namiss ko nga bonding namin ni bes eh. tas aun, around 11.30, dumating na ang surprise guests. :)) nagulat si ibeh ng konti kasi naman. may mga nagbulgar,. haha. :D si nathz at dipti. pero aus lang. :P tapos, nagbingo kami! unang nanalo, si emm. tapos ako. :D hahaha. nice nice. kaming dalawa nagdadayaan dun eh. hahaha. :)) basta pagnakakarami na xa ng numbers, sabihin ko na, "wala na! last na yan! di ka manananlo!" okaya, "woo. daya oh!" hahah. tapos sila bes naman tatawa lang. hahaha. :D
meron ngang bago sa bingo eh, under letter N, number 73. hahah. n73. haha. oi, gawa ko un ahh. hahah :))
tapos aun, naisipang pumuntang mall. pero di na ako sumama kasi may misa kaya umuwi nalng ako. tapos, aun. hahah. :D
katext ko parin si bes. sobrang short nga ng time eh. parang kulang. namiss kagad namin isatisa. *aww. :P* hahaha. kasi, tagal na rin namin di nagsasama. i mean, kelan ba kami huling nagsama ng sobrang tawanan? siguro, nung 3rd year pa. :( kaya sobrang namiss ko xa. kahit na batchmates parin kami, at nagkikita nung 4h year, iba parin kasi ung kaklase mo beastpren mo. :) hehe. dba dba? ahaha. aun.
nung time na un .. um, nagaaway kami pero wag na nating pagusapan un kasi happy thoughts na nga dba? ahaha. :D basta, love ko xa. un. oh, ano, may masasabi ka na naman dyan ? hmpf.
hahah. wala lang. :) bes! cheerup ka na! nakakasad ka. :( dito lang ako for you. :) bes tayo forever dba? :P hehehe.
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
(thinking)
for the past few days/nights.. sobrang ewan.. happy for a moment pero later away na naman..and this is the 3rd night ata. :( sobra na ung exchange of words.. wala namang mura or anything pero talagang hurtful na.. alam ko na nasaktan ko siya.. and im sorry.. talagang, ewan.. sorry.. :'( four days and 3 nights.. wala na akong ginawa kundi umiyak. :'( it was hell.. pero kakayanin ko to.. bakit parang ewan.. ayoko ng umiyak.. kanina di na ako makahinga.. sana natuluyan na nga ako eh.. oo, praning na ako.. :'(
nasabi ko to kay kuya, na nagaway ulit kami. tinatanong nia ako kung bakit, pero di na ako makapagsalita dahil naiiyak na ako.. ang nasabi ko lang saknya, "hindi ko alm.." tapos medjo teary eyed na ako.. sabi nia paglabas nia, "wag mong itatapat yan electric fan sayo (kasi pinapawisan ako) magkkasakit ka nian. easy ka lang. wag kang padalos dalos." kasi pagkinwento ko pa saknya, maiiyak lang ako sa harap nia.. ewan.. parang di ko na kayang ikwento mga nangyayari sa amin.. maybe this will be the start na wag ng sabihin mga bad things na nangyayari sa amin.. cguro ung good nalng.. or, whatever.. basta.. as in nanghihina ako.. :(
its the first day of our 5th month and away ang kinalabasan.. sana hindi ganito buong month. :( and the coming months.. hyy.. God please help me, us. :'( ang hirap huminga. :'(
later na lang ulit. :'(
dii im sorry..
nasabi ko to kay kuya, na nagaway ulit kami. tinatanong nia ako kung bakit, pero di na ako makapagsalita dahil naiiyak na ako.. ang nasabi ko lang saknya, "hindi ko alm.." tapos medjo teary eyed na ako.. sabi nia paglabas nia, "wag mong itatapat yan electric fan sayo (kasi pinapawisan ako) magkkasakit ka nian. easy ka lang. wag kang padalos dalos." kasi pagkinwento ko pa saknya, maiiyak lang ako sa harap nia.. ewan.. parang di ko na kayang ikwento mga nangyayari sa amin.. maybe this will be the start na wag ng sabihin mga bad things na nangyayari sa amin.. cguro ung good nalng.. or, whatever.. basta.. as in nanghihina ako.. :(
its the first day of our 5th month and away ang kinalabasan.. sana hindi ganito buong month. :( and the coming months.. hyy.. God please help me, us. :'( ang hirap huminga. :'(
later na lang ulit. :'(
dii im sorry..
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Saturday, May 5, 2007
boredom.
hy. bored.
un lang.
haha.
malapit na ang eit.
ano gagawin namin nun?
bday din kasi un ni mama eh.
pano? asa manila kami nun..
kaya after na lang daw.
anyways.
walang pumapasok sa isip ko ngayon.
tinatamad akong magkwento.
mahal kita butch.
un lang.
haha.
malapit na ang eit.
ano gagawin namin nun?
bday din kasi un ni mama eh.
pano? asa manila kami nun..
kaya after na lang daw.
anyways.
walang pumapasok sa isip ko ngayon.
tinatamad akong magkwento.
mahal kita butch.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
bye n72 . . : (
eek. this entry is not about braging my new phone or anything but i just have to change .. that cellphone's a wreck. huhu. now, i have upgrade to a new level .. haha . tae. n73 naman. : | im just sad, letting go of my n72 since many things happened when i had that phone ..
+ it was the phone i used to confess my love. haha. tae!
+ it was the phone we became a couple. :x
+ it has the camera i love.
+ andun mga messages niang gustong gusto kong basahin. huhu. well, asa memory card nga un. pero di masend throught "transfer". kaya kelangang isend isa isa.
+ un ung phone ko nung nag graduate ako. at salamat, nakakuha kapatid ko ng grad pic ko using that phone, kahit 2 shots lang.
+ dun kami unang nagaaway at nagbabati ni wub.
+ un ung ginagamit kong flashlight pag nagbrobrownout dito sa bahay, at sa sinehan.
+ yan ung phone ko nung naging part of ng krived_ice.
+ yan ung phone ko kung saan nakipagaway ako kung kani-kanino.
+ yan ung gamit kong phone pagtumatakas ako sa mga sinasabi kong lakad makita lang si wub. :D
+ yan ung phone kong hinahagis at pinapabayaang magasgasan pag galit ako. ( oo, hinahagis ko. pero sa kama ko pinapahulog )
basta! madami pa! mahal ko ung phone na un pero kailangan na talagang pakawalan ee. kasi, baka magbreak na xa. huhu. okay lang, start a new beginning nalang with baby n73. :D hehe.
i have to go, wa ng batt tong laptop. :D yeee. me wav my wubii so much! :P
+ it was the phone i used to confess my love. haha. tae!
+ it was the phone we became a couple. :x
+ it has the camera i love.
+ andun mga messages niang gustong gusto kong basahin. huhu. well, asa memory card nga un. pero di masend throught "transfer". kaya kelangang isend isa isa.
+ un ung phone ko nung nag graduate ako. at salamat, nakakuha kapatid ko ng grad pic ko using that phone, kahit 2 shots lang.
+ dun kami unang nagaaway at nagbabati ni wub.
+ un ung ginagamit kong flashlight pag nagbrobrownout dito sa bahay, at sa sinehan.
+ yan ung phone ko nung naging part of ng krived_ice.
+ yan ung phone ko kung saan nakipagaway ako kung kani-kanino.
+ yan ung gamit kong phone pagtumatakas ako sa mga sinasabi kong lakad makita lang si wub. :D
+ yan ung phone kong hinahagis at pinapabayaang magasgasan pag galit ako. ( oo, hinahagis ko. pero sa kama ko pinapahulog )
basta! madami pa! mahal ko ung phone na un pero kailangan na talagang pakawalan ee. kasi, baka magbreak na xa. huhu. okay lang, start a new beginning nalang with baby n73. :D hehe.
i have to go, wa ng batt tong laptop. :D yeee. me wav my wubii so much! :P
Friday, April 20, 2007
04.20.07
eek. this was the day i met Auntie Das. =) i went to their house kanina. yep, nakapunta ako. :P aun lang naman. ahah.
big thanks to Ate Junalen and Estef. :D
sumunod din dun si Phillip. :P ahaha. at kasalukuyang andoon parin xa ngayon dahil dun xa matutulog. :D
un lang. wala akong masabi. basta masaya ako dahil nakilala ko na isa sa mga auntie nia. :) hehe. mabait naman siLa. :) niloloko akong pumunta daw dun every week para kahit papano sipagin si butch maglinis ng kwarto nia. haha. :P
dii, alam ko binabasa mo toh, dapat maglinis ka naman na every week. ha? kahit di ako pupunta dyan, dapat malinis parin. oky ? :P iloveyou. :P
un lang po. :)
big thanks to Ate Junalen and Estef. :D
sumunod din dun si Phillip. :P ahaha. at kasalukuyang andoon parin xa ngayon dahil dun xa matutulog. :D
un lang. wala akong masabi. basta masaya ako dahil nakilala ko na isa sa mga auntie nia. :) hehe. mabait naman siLa. :) niloloko akong pumunta daw dun every week para kahit papano sipagin si butch maglinis ng kwarto nia. haha. :P
dii, alam ko binabasa mo toh, dapat maglinis ka naman na every week. ha? kahit di ako pupunta dyan, dapat malinis parin. oky ? :P iloveyou. :P
un lang po. :)
Monday, April 16, 2007
when can i tell YOU ?
don't even bother reading this.. cause its just for a person who doesn't even know this site exists..
this entry's for my mom
yep. this is for her.. except she doesn't know i have this thing. well anyway, in case you found this mom, please read it.
how ? and when ? are 2 of the questions im still trying to answer. since.. i don't know. basta! i want to tell you i have a boyfriend. he's name is butch miayo and he lives in sta barbara. he's the "classmate" i was talking to you about the schools.. he had his grade school in laguna, his high school in ednas and he will be studying in slu for college. i guess you'll be happy cause we won't stay with each other during college cause i on the other hand with study in manila. i really want to tell you now as i am typing in this thing. but i don't have the courage. i'm afraid that you'll get mad and not let me out of the house anymore.. i know i disobeyed you for having a boyfriend but i just can't help it.. i L word him.. im sorry.. :'( i just want you to know that..
i just wish i could say this to you personally.. one more thing, we're already in our 4th month..
im sorry mom, i love you.
this entry's for my mom
yep. this is for her.. except she doesn't know i have this thing. well anyway, in case you found this mom, please read it.
how ? and when ? are 2 of the questions im still trying to answer. since.. i don't know. basta! i want to tell you i have a boyfriend. he's name is butch miayo and he lives in sta barbara. he's the "classmate" i was talking to you about the schools.. he had his grade school in laguna, his high school in ednas and he will be studying in slu for college. i guess you'll be happy cause we won't stay with each other during college cause i on the other hand with study in manila. i really want to tell you now as i am typing in this thing. but i don't have the courage. i'm afraid that you'll get mad and not let me out of the house anymore.. i know i disobeyed you for having a boyfriend but i just can't help it.. i L word him.. im sorry.. :'( i just want you to know that..
i just wish i could say this to you personally.. one more thing, we're already in our 4th month..
im sorry mom, i love you.
Sunday, April 8, 2007
otso is the day.
haha! i opened my eyes and got a hold of my phone. 19 messages. ha! naun lang ulit ako nakareceive ng ganun karaming messages since last week. :P
anyways. im going to marry him after college or masters, whenever. as long as its him. we're going to have 2-3 kids, if possible, have twins, having an age gap of 4 years. we haven't talked about where were going to live up we're going to talk about it soon. haha. :P para xeng xa na talaga eh. even though we fight so often, its actually almost everyday, i can't let go. and to tell you people, this relationship's the longest relationship i'll ever be in. he'll be my last. no matter what happens, that include being far from each other during college, we'll pass through it. diba? haha. i know you're reading. :P
todays celebrators:
ephAL
DENbogs
BuTEEN
and another one i cant tell. haha. sorry.
anyways, its also the birthday of the twins! it their first birthday! : D had face paint [ picture's down there ] haha. its actually glue-like liquid and glitters.
then. yeah. haha. only 3 of the kada came.
kerstien
eunnik and kim
francis and ina were supposed to be there but they didn't because of their own reason.
anyways, i have to go. i have to watch after the twins while mom is taking a bath. i love you bhFm.:P forever and ever!
anyways. im going to marry him after college or masters, whenever. as long as its him. we're going to have 2-3 kids, if possible, have twins, having an age gap of 4 years. we haven't talked about where were going to live up we're going to talk about it soon. haha. :P para xeng xa na talaga eh. even though we fight so often, its actually almost everyday, i can't let go. and to tell you people, this relationship's the longest relationship i'll ever be in. he'll be my last. no matter what happens, that include being far from each other during college, we'll pass through it. diba? haha. i know you're reading. :P
todays celebrators:
ephAL
DENbogs
BuTEEN
and another one i cant tell. haha. sorry.
anyways, its also the birthday of the twins! it their first birthday! : D had face paint [ picture's down there ] haha. its actually glue-like liquid and glitters.
then. yeah. haha. only 3 of the kada came.
francis and ina were supposed to be there but they didn't because of their own reason.
anyways, i have to go. i have to watch after the twins while mom is taking a bath. i love you bhFm.:P forever and ever!
Friday, April 6, 2007
Good Friday
it was indeed a GOOD friday. haha.
parang nablik ung dating kami, kaso without tita. hmp.
woke up at 6am to take a bath, decide what to wear blahblahblah. plus, nakakuha pa ako ng time para mag o2jam! nice! waha! tapos off to go to the different churches inpangasinan.
1st stop: Leisure Coast Resort. waha! no, we didn't pray there. may kinailangan lang kausapin si papa na empleyado na wala pa pala doon kaya,
2nd: Bahay. bumalik kami sa bahay para sabihin sa guard ang kailangang sabihin sa taong un. waha!
3rd stop: Simbaan ya bato (gueset)
4th stop: San Gabriel Church { Boquig)
5th: San Fabian Church. di ko alam kung anu name nung church kaya yan nalang. haha!
6th: San something Church. haha. ito cguro ung isa sa mga liblib na pinuntahan namin. ang naalala ko lang, doon ang bayan ni Sir Jay Hidalgo na isang employee sa CDD. :P haha.
7th: Rosario Church. ito ung church na pareho ang harap ng simbahan na nakita ko sa Laguna nung pumunta kami dati sa bahay ni Rizal. haha,. :D
** op! habang papunta kami sa chuch na liblib, nakakita kami on the way ng kuliglig. biglang bumanat si kuya! :: yan dapat sasakyan ni tin papunta miriam! :: aba! tawanan nman nila! haha! :p mga abnui oh!
8th: church na liblib. ewan namin san nahanp ni papa tong mga ganitong place. waha!
9th: church na pinuntahan namin ni dad. sa pozorrubio un eh. huwa! tama ba spelling? huwa huwa huwa talaga! hahaha. :))
** ito pa, kasi napunta ang usapan sa mga tumatakbo, may nakita si papa na flyer nung isang tumatakbo for councilor ata. kamukha ni tita. namiss ko tuloy xa. huhu.
10th: San Jacinto Church. second to the last wish. haha. ano bang nangyari? un lang naman. ahaha.
11th: Mangaldan Church. yeaaahh. haha. last wish ko toh. waha. kasi naman, nakiktia ko un pero first time ko pumasok. hehe.
12th: Chapel of the Sacred Heart Of Jesus. woah! oh, bukas ang chapel huh! waha! nung dumating kami dun, may 28 na daw na pumasok dun before us. waha! asteg. haha. naun lang kasi inopen tong chapel kaya natutuwa ako. waha! :))
13th:St. Therese. ganyan ba spelling nian ? oh basta un! haha. dito ko nakita / nakita ako dito ni KIM. as in Kristine Maniacop. :) hehe. kakagulat xa. haha. tas nanliit ako xe medjo matangkad xa. wahah!
14th: St. John Cathedral. last. amp. dito ako nakita ni boats. di ko naman xa nakita. amp ka! amp! hahaha. daya ka! di mo man lang ako tinawag. hmp! sabi ba naman nia oh, nangasar, "solb nako, nakita na kita eh. haha." amf ka. wahaha. mangasar ba! hahaha. ang cute nung cuz nia, di ko pa pero nakikita. wahaha! ang cute kasi nung name eh. Hans. parang ung sa China ei. ung emperor thingy. ung Empire state building. haha. joke. hindi, un nga. ung isang Dyanasty. huwa! meron kayong ganyan? whahahaha :))
15th: Seven Eleven. hahah! bumili ice cream ni niki. pinromise kasi ni mom na bibilan nia si nik, kasi di na xa pinasama sa amin. aun.
ang mga kasama ko pala, si PAPA, MAMA, MOM, KUYA at JANN. isama mo narin si Kuya Richard. haha. oo un. tapos. tapos na! wahah! balik na sa bahay. tas aun.
during lunch, odi xempre kainan, parang ung dati na tawanan kami, kwentuhan.. parang ang saya. kasi usually, the past months, di nangyari un eh.. parang, wala lang. natuwa lang ako. haha.
** oi! magtatampo ka na naman kasi wala ka dito ? aun na nga oh. amp. kasi naman. di naman kasi kailangan na ilagay kita dito, okaya sa mga gM ko kasi asa puso ko ikaw. nyak! korni laseE! hahha! :)) basta un! wag ka na magdadrama. oo alam ko joke joke mu lang un, pero alam mo naman ako pagwala sa mood. dba? magaaway lang tayo pag ganun. katext kita ngayon, sinabi kong kaktapos ko lang gawin toh, well in fact, hindi pa. kasi ito pa oh, sinasabi ko pa toh sayo. alam ko binabasa mo toh. nga pala, nabasa mo na ba ung pinakaunang blog entry ko dito ? saya diba? haha! ay naku. kahit anong gawin mo, mhal na mahal na mahal na mahl kita. ok? tapos eto ka ngaun, "wala ako, wala akong mapapala" amp! ee! nakakainis yang style mong ganyan. bakit ka ganyan ah? amp! kk. ititigil ko na to para makareply na ako at di ka na magalit. saus!
parang nablik ung dating kami, kaso without tita. hmp.
woke up at 6am to take a bath, decide what to wear blahblahblah. plus, nakakuha pa ako ng time para mag o2jam! nice! waha! tapos off to go to the different churches inpangasinan.
1st stop: Leisure Coast Resort. waha! no, we didn't pray there. may kinailangan lang kausapin si papa na empleyado na wala pa pala doon kaya,
2nd: Bahay. bumalik kami sa bahay para sabihin sa guard ang kailangang sabihin sa taong un. waha!
3rd stop: Simbaan ya bato (gueset)
4th stop: San Gabriel Church { Boquig)
5th: San Fabian Church. di ko alam kung anu name nung church kaya yan nalang. haha!
6th: San something Church. haha. ito cguro ung isa sa mga liblib na pinuntahan namin. ang naalala ko lang, doon ang bayan ni Sir Jay Hidalgo na isang employee sa CDD. :P haha.
7th: Rosario Church. ito ung church na pareho ang harap ng simbahan na nakita ko sa Laguna nung pumunta kami dati sa bahay ni Rizal. haha,. :D
** op! habang papunta kami sa chuch na liblib, nakakita kami on the way ng kuliglig. biglang bumanat si kuya! :: yan dapat sasakyan ni tin papunta miriam! :: aba! tawanan nman nila! haha! :p mga abnui oh!
8th: church na liblib. ewan namin san nahanp ni papa tong mga ganitong place. waha!
9th: church na pinuntahan namin ni dad. sa pozorrubio un eh. huwa! tama ba spelling? huwa huwa huwa talaga! hahaha. :))
** ito pa, kasi napunta ang usapan sa mga tumatakbo, may nakita si papa na flyer nung isang tumatakbo for councilor ata. kamukha ni tita. namiss ko tuloy xa. huhu.
10th: San Jacinto Church. second to the last wish. haha. ano bang nangyari? un lang naman. ahaha.
11th: Mangaldan Church. yeaaahh. haha. last wish ko toh. waha. kasi naman, nakiktia ko un pero first time ko pumasok. hehe.
12th: Chapel of the Sacred Heart Of Jesus. woah! oh, bukas ang chapel huh! waha! nung dumating kami dun, may 28 na daw na pumasok dun before us. waha! asteg. haha. naun lang kasi inopen tong chapel kaya natutuwa ako. waha! :))
13th:St. Therese. ganyan ba spelling nian ? oh basta un! haha. dito ko nakita / nakita ako dito ni KIM. as in Kristine Maniacop. :) hehe. kakagulat xa. haha. tas nanliit ako xe medjo matangkad xa. wahah!
14th: St. John Cathedral. last. amp. dito ako nakita ni boats. di ko naman xa nakita. amp ka! amp! hahaha. daya ka! di mo man lang ako tinawag. hmp! sabi ba naman nia oh, nangasar, "solb nako, nakita na kita eh. haha." amf ka. wahaha. mangasar ba! hahaha. ang cute nung cuz nia, di ko pa pero nakikita. wahaha! ang cute kasi nung name eh. Hans. parang ung sa China ei. ung emperor thingy. ung Empire state building. haha. joke. hindi, un nga. ung isang Dyanasty. huwa! meron kayong ganyan? whahahaha :))
15th: Seven Eleven. hahah! bumili ice cream ni niki. pinromise kasi ni mom na bibilan nia si nik, kasi di na xa pinasama sa amin. aun.
ang mga kasama ko pala, si PAPA, MAMA, MOM, KUYA at JANN. isama mo narin si Kuya Richard. haha. oo un. tapos. tapos na! wahah! balik na sa bahay. tas aun.
during lunch, odi xempre kainan, parang ung dati na tawanan kami, kwentuhan.. parang ang saya. kasi usually, the past months, di nangyari un eh.. parang, wala lang. natuwa lang ako. haha.
** oi! magtatampo ka na naman kasi wala ka dito ? aun na nga oh. amp. kasi naman. di naman kasi kailangan na ilagay kita dito, okaya sa mga gM ko kasi asa puso ko ikaw. nyak! korni laseE! hahha! :)) basta un! wag ka na magdadrama. oo alam ko joke joke mu lang un, pero alam mo naman ako pagwala sa mood. dba? magaaway lang tayo pag ganun. katext kita ngayon, sinabi kong kaktapos ko lang gawin toh, well in fact, hindi pa. kasi ito pa oh, sinasabi ko pa toh sayo. alam ko binabasa mo toh. nga pala, nabasa mo na ba ung pinakaunang blog entry ko dito ? saya diba? haha! ay naku. kahit anong gawin mo, mhal na mahal na mahal na mahl kita. ok? tapos eto ka ngaun, "wala ako, wala akong mapapala" amp! ee! nakakainis yang style mong ganyan. bakit ka ganyan ah? amp! kk. ititigil ko na to para makareply na ako at di ka na magalit. saus!
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
bye phone, hello cam. = |
huwa! who ever got my "ubeng kamera" as described as alyssa, you could keep it! but don't you ever show your face to me! or else!! errr! i hate you!
i know its just a camera, but hell. i love that. and it has sentimental value! for your information, it was a gift for my birthday from my mom. wala pa ngang 1 year sa akin yan eh! kukunin mo! kung namisplace lang yun, dapat nakita ko na! amp ka! amppp!!!
i should have 2 phones by now! but instead, i agreed with my mom to exchange the n series phone with a camera! i hate you!! stealer! as Blake said, KARMA WILL KILL YOU! amp!! eee! i know its not a big deal to others but it is for me! err!
you better HIDE! amp!
i know its just a camera, but hell. i love that. and it has sentimental value! for your information, it was a gift for my birthday from my mom. wala pa ngang 1 year sa akin yan eh! kukunin mo! kung namisplace lang yun, dapat nakita ko na! amp ka! amppp!!!
i should have 2 phones by now! but instead, i agreed with my mom to exchange the n series phone with a camera! i hate you!! stealer! as Blake said, KARMA WILL KILL YOU! amp!! eee! i know its not a big deal to others but it is for me! err!
you better HIDE! amp!
Thursday, March 29, 2007
graduation.. huhu
so. it was a graduation.. huhu. speechless ako ehh. sorry.
i felt good kasi, wow, graduate na ako ng ednas.. alumni na tawag sa akin.. haha. pero, at the same time sad, kasi, magkakahiwalay na kami ng batchmates.. sa dalwang taon ko sa high school sa ednas, super saya. :) hehe. sad din ako kasi may dalawang importanteng lalaking hindi nakapunta.. si kuya at si daddy.. si kuya, dahil thursday naun, may pasok xa.. si dad.. ewan.. ni hindi pa nga nila ako tinatawagan eh.. naiiak ako. :(
isa pang kinatutuwa ko, nakilala ko na si ate karen. hehe. ang pretty nia! si butch naman oh, deny pa. huhu. basta pretty xa! :) hehe. tas isa pang kinasasad ako.. wa akong grad pic.. i mean, ung kinuha naung graduation mismo.. nawawala pa cam ko.. di ko pa sinasabi kay mom.. magiipon nalng ulit ako.. sila tita, di pa ako ginigreet. parang, wala lang.. kahit greetings lang.. masaya na ako.. ewan.. hyy.. mixed emotions ehh..
ung cam ko.. pakibalik na! :((
i felt good kasi, wow, graduate na ako ng ednas.. alumni na tawag sa akin.. haha. pero, at the same time sad, kasi, magkakahiwalay na kami ng batchmates.. sa dalwang taon ko sa high school sa ednas, super saya. :) hehe. sad din ako kasi may dalawang importanteng lalaking hindi nakapunta.. si kuya at si daddy.. si kuya, dahil thursday naun, may pasok xa.. si dad.. ewan.. ni hindi pa nga nila ako tinatawagan eh.. naiiak ako. :(
isa pang kinatutuwa ko, nakilala ko na si ate karen. hehe. ang pretty nia! si butch naman oh, deny pa. huhu. basta pretty xa! :) hehe. tas isa pang kinasasad ako.. wa akong grad pic.. i mean, ung kinuha naung graduation mismo.. nawawala pa cam ko.. di ko pa sinasabi kay mom.. magiipon nalng ulit ako.. sila tita, di pa ako ginigreet. parang, wala lang.. kahit greetings lang.. masaya na ako.. ewan.. hyy.. mixed emotions ehh..
ung cam ko.. pakibalik na! :((
Saturday, March 17, 2007
my theme!
yesterday and today was fun! as in whole lot of fun! haha.
after school, we went straight to rivera to ride a bonuan jeep. first who got off was kenneth, cause they had a game -- basketball. then, it was ina, kea, butch and i who got off to wait for mhi-ann sa bahay nila ina. [ too bad, di pa kinakausap ni ina mama nia. :( ] tapos, aun, pumunta na sila sa bahay nila kim. :) ang saya kasi magkakasama kami.. sinusulit na namin.. sana nga masulit talga..
nasasad ako, pero kanina, parang naiiak kasi, di ako makakapunta sa birthday ni kenn.. tinry ko magpaalam, pero ayaw na ni mom.. di na nia ako papayagan.. kasi puro lakad nalng ako.. :( hyy.. good luck nalng sa akin.. sana magchange ang mind ni mom.. inaasahan pa naman ako ni tita jackie at si kenn. :( hyy..
tulog na ako, nakakasad.. itutulog ko nalang. :(
after school, we went straight to rivera to ride a bonuan jeep. first who got off was kenneth, cause they had a game -- basketball. then, it was ina, kea, butch and i who got off to wait for mhi-ann sa bahay nila ina. [ too bad, di pa kinakausap ni ina mama nia. :( ] tapos, aun, pumunta na sila sa bahay nila kim. :) ang saya kasi magkakasama kami.. sinusulit na namin.. sana nga masulit talga..
nasasad ako, pero kanina, parang naiiak kasi, di ako makakapunta sa birthday ni kenn.. tinry ko magpaalam, pero ayaw na ni mom.. di na nia ako papayagan.. kasi puro lakad nalng ako.. :( hyy.. good luck nalng sa akin.. sana magchange ang mind ni mom.. inaasahan pa naman ako ni tita jackie at si kenn. :( hyy..
tulog na ako, nakakasad.. itutulog ko nalang. :(
Monday, March 5, 2007
sorry :'(
hyy. just can't believe what's going on.. parang, tinanong ko xa.. ng biglaan.. paano un, naaawa na ako sa kanya. why do i have to ask ? :'( nasasad ako. di na xa nagreply oh, ano gagawin ko. miss ko na xa sobra. :'( di pa xa pumapasok. naiiak na ako. bakit kung kelangan nia ako, di ako makapunta? bakit ?! naiinis ako sa sarili ko.. sobra! bakit ngayon pa kasi ?? bakit ?! bes, sorry talaga. :'( grabe toh, kung ako may kailangan, nakakausap ko xa. pero pag ako, bakit ganun.. :(( damn! im already in tears! please someone help me find a way.. eerrrr.
today wasn't good. it was tiring. damnit. all the requirements.
*mr de vera. sorry for the bad look i showed you a while ago. haha. :P
ewan! basta! iba! iba tong araw na toh!
Saturday, March 3, 2007
another one ?!
waa! may nalaman na naman ako. pero im arite now. i don't wanna hear anything pa. pero somehow, i get so curious. damnit! pano un ? hyy. ewan ko. ok na cguo un. ok, so its already 12.15am and im still away. i need to be up by 3.30 later to take a bath. we'll be leaving for manila at 4am later. ha! nice teen! haha.
tapos na ako sa defense sa grammar! yeaaah. economics nalang. pano kaya yun ? waa!. okok. sa monday pa naman eh. tapos, pala, di ko pa nagagawa ung formal theme namin. ung iP namin, wala pa ata. ung roots, ewan ko kung nagawa na ni estef. damnit. :( dami pang gagawin. waa. ano na gagawin ko. saus naman toh. hyy. di ko na dadalin sa mnila mga yan. di ko rin maggawa eh. haha. anyways, i have to go to sleep na. goodnites! :)
Thursday, March 1, 2007
exhausted. ha!
huwat a day. haha. :)) at least everything is back to normal.. i mean, between us.. i guess.. you can't expect me to forget all of those in one night noh. i mean, i am trying to forget it. pero the healing process might take long. :) i still feel the hurt eh. ok, so enough drama.
we had choir practice.. waa! walang katapusang practice! haha. :)) anyways. yeah. tapos 2.30 we left school, practice na naman for choir sa church na kami nagpractice naman. tapos, ung defense namin! kanina un! saus! bagsak ata kami. kasi naman, di naman talaga good ung pagpresent namin. its actually BAD. haha. pero ok lang, at least we presented something and we tried. at least we learned kung paano dapat amagdefend ekek. yeahh. waaa! pano nalang sa college ? sa masteral ? waa! ok. haha. enought stressing!
i just finished rewriting my values notebook. damnit. someone borrowed it and i dunno who it was. i kept on shouting kanina in the room asking who has it -- including creative writing notebook pero no one is answering. if only i have a filler na extra eh. ginawa ko narin. pero waa! asan kaya yung mga un ? ampupu. :( hmm. anyways, haha. i feel sleepy na. :) goodnight nalang sa inyo. hehe.
lapit na otso. :) haha. kahit puro away, kinaya namin at kakayanin pa namin. yeah! whatev tin! haha. :)) aiyabmuhdiisomutch. :x
we had choir practice.. waa! walang katapusang practice! haha. :)) anyways. yeah. tapos 2.30 we left school, practice na naman for choir sa church na kami nagpractice naman. tapos, ung defense namin! kanina un! saus! bagsak ata kami. kasi naman, di naman talaga good ung pagpresent namin. its actually BAD. haha. pero ok lang, at least we presented something and we tried. at least we learned kung paano dapat amagdefend ekek. yeahh. waaa! pano nalang sa college ? sa masteral ? waa! ok. haha. enought stressing!
i just finished rewriting my values notebook. damnit. someone borrowed it and i dunno who it was. i kept on shouting kanina in the room asking who has it -- including creative writing notebook pero no one is answering. if only i have a filler na extra eh. ginawa ko narin. pero waa! asan kaya yung mga un ? ampupu. :( hmm. anyways, haha. i feel sleepy na. :) goodnight nalang sa inyo. hehe.
lapit na otso. :) haha. kahit puro away, kinaya namin at kakayanin pa namin. yeah! whatev tin! haha. :)) aiyabmuhdiisomutch. :x
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