its friday so again, we had english as our first subject. hell. :( i kept on repeating my outline for the narrative story she was letting us make. : | i already felt like crying kanina 'cause i really can't believe she doesn't want to accept it. when she first read my story, the comment was, "its too wordy" then, err. i don't even want to remember things said na. it was really hell. :(
lunch time, at home, i felt so alone. even with allysa, alyssa, shiela, anna lee and sharon who followed were here, goodness. sa totoo lang, i felt out of place. as if it wasn't my house i was in. like i didn't belong... they had their talks, though they tried to include me in, i really can't relate to it. i mean, ok fine, the truth is, well, aside from that, di na talaga ako sanay sa malaking grupo, na maraming kasama. since summer, once lang nagsamsama ang barkada. at ang lagi ko pang kasama ay si butch. so kaming 2 lang. tapos now, parang biglang dumami, pero, ang kamsa ko lang talaga si anna lee at si lav. aun, i cried pa nga eh.. not because of that pero, parang, naaasar kasi ako, and i don't know why, i mean, which thing made me cry. i told butch i was going to call pero he had to pack for tomorrow kasi he'll be going home to sta barbara again. and i felt like, um,, cge. its not like a big deal to me, i mean, i just wanted someone to talk to about what is happening.. i know he has exams and he needs to review.. can't he give ma at least 3 minutes of his time? i already text messaged him about whats happening and what's the reaction? wala. as in wala. hindi niya pinapansin. :( butch, if you're reading this, sorry, pero, lagi nalang ganun, i feel bad, parang wala ka man lang paki. ewan ko. sorry nalang. hayy. there's not a day pa na i didn't cry. i can feel i'll be crying again later.. not that i want to cry, call me a cry baby if you want to. that's just the way i let go of things, hatred, saddness, happiness, lahat. iyak or tawa lang ang output. sobra. and now a days, sobrang, ewan, im keeping things to myself again. there was this time pa nga na i asked myself i was happening to me, who did i run to ba when i was in dagupan when i feel bad? all i could remember is kim osorio, rey, aisel, bes. pero, sorry to those i didn't mention, nakalimutan ko na nga kasi ung iba. pero now.. di ko na kasi sila xadong nakakausap / nakaktext.. ewan ko kung bakit pero, ewan. hyy. continue this later. caio. : |
lunch time, at home, i felt so alone. even with allysa, alyssa, shiela, anna lee and sharon who followed were here, goodness. sa totoo lang, i felt out of place. as if it wasn't my house i was in. like i didn't belong... they had their talks, though they tried to include me in, i really can't relate to it. i mean, ok fine, the truth is, well, aside from that, di na talaga ako sanay sa malaking grupo, na maraming kasama. since summer, once lang nagsamsama ang barkada. at ang lagi ko pang kasama ay si butch. so kaming 2 lang. tapos now, parang biglang dumami, pero, ang kamsa ko lang talaga si anna lee at si lav. aun, i cried pa nga eh.. not because of that pero, parang, naaasar kasi ako, and i don't know why, i mean, which thing made me cry. i told butch i was going to call pero he had to pack for tomorrow kasi he'll be going home to sta barbara again. and i felt like, um,, cge. its not like a big deal to me, i mean, i just wanted someone to talk to about what is happening.. i know he has exams and he needs to review.. can't he give ma at least 3 minutes of his time? i already text messaged him about whats happening and what's the reaction? wala. as in wala. hindi niya pinapansin. :( butch, if you're reading this, sorry, pero, lagi nalang ganun, i feel bad, parang wala ka man lang paki. ewan ko. sorry nalang. hayy. there's not a day pa na i didn't cry. i can feel i'll be crying again later.. not that i want to cry, call me a cry baby if you want to. that's just the way i let go of things, hatred, saddness, happiness, lahat. iyak or tawa lang ang output. sobra. and now a days, sobrang, ewan, im keeping things to myself again. there was this time pa nga na i asked myself i was happening to me, who did i run to ba when i was in dagupan when i feel bad? all i could remember is kim osorio, rey, aisel, bes. pero, sorry to those i didn't mention, nakalimutan ko na nga kasi ung iba. pero now.. di ko na kasi sila xadong nakakausap / nakaktext.. ewan ko kung bakit pero, ewan. hyy. continue this later. caio. : |
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