when can i tell YOU ?

don't even bother reading this.. cause its just for a person who doesn't even know this site exists..


this entry's for my mom

yep. this is for her.. except she doesn't know i have this thing. well anyway, in case you found this mom, please read it.


how ? and when ? are 2 of the questions im still trying to answer. since.. i don't know. basta! i want to tell you i have a boyfriend. he's name is butch miayo and he lives in sta barbara. he's the "classmate" i was talking to you about the schools.. he had his grade school in laguna, his high school in ednas and he will be studying in slu for college. i guess you'll be happy cause we won't stay with each other during college cause i on the other hand with study in manila. i really want to tell you now as i am typing in this thing. but i don't have the courage. i'm afraid that you'll get mad and not let me out of the house anymore.. i know i disobeyed you for having a boyfriend but i just can't help it.. i L word him.. im sorry.. :'( i just want you to know that..

i just wish i could say this to you personally.. one more thing, we're already in our 4th month..

im sorry mom, i love you.