stressed out. completely.

its been a long time since i blogged here. :) anyways.

hmm. what can i say? im an official college student. haha. ive been in college for a month and 2 weeks? for others, they are already taking their prelims or midterms, whatever they call it this week. kami? ha! august pa! :P other professors don't give midterms pa! odiba? saya. :D

we had mc 101 kanina. and we talked about STRESS. it was only then when i realized that i am SO STRESSED. as in. missing him is one of the reasons why, for me, being stressed is anything that makes you tired, or makes you want to lie in bed all day, or even, being depressed. hell yeah, im so depressed right now.

after meeting up with him, or should i say, after going to their house last sunday, and today is thursday, i already miss him A LOT. compared to the 1 month and 1 week we didn't see each other? sobrang hurt ako ngayon kasi i already saw him, i wanted to go with him to baguio but i can't. and now, we're not texting for almost 3/4 of the day. 1/4, maybe that will consist of only 5-15 text messages i received from him. stressful talaga. waiting and wishing for his name to be written after the "from" word on my cell. Goodness. i miss him so much. nothing could ever compare. since that meeting last sunday, i already cried 2 times this week, and when i say cry, as in almost like hagulgol. tapos matagal pa. actually, i just finished crying kani kanina lang. waw? task ba un? ha. anyways, yeah, ive been missing him so much and another problem i want to face na is, to tell mom that i do have a boyfriend that ive never listened to a thing she says when we get to the topic of love. hy. i want to tell her on my 17th, wow, that would be like, next next week. or on my 18th. at least i have preparations. :D haha. oh yeah, the reason why we're not talking? or even texting, is because it is his exam week. from tuesday to saturday. err. i wish it could end sooner! now i know i really can't and i really wont leave him. its just not complete without him, a single message from him is good, but a lot would be great! but you have to understand, he's reviewing for his exams, and no way would i want to distract him. though i text him while he is studying but, no, i don't get a reply but i like to inform him of what i do.. on what is happening at home and school. but he wont.. i mean, he's not sharing or anything. not that its a requirement of couples to tell EVERYTHING to one another when they're apart, but at least you know, have some information about how they are up there.. hyy. well anyways, have to continue this some other time. ciao!