Friday, August 3, 2007

yey! :D had our first recorded song! as in sa recording studio. :D thanks to sir jojo and the blue birds sing group! hahaha. :P buy the CD ha! :)) weh? it was fun... lalo na nung huli, paulit ulit ung people of god. pero nakuha rin! :D:D hehehe. wala lang. un lang. kakatamad pa magkwento. next time na :P

Saturday, July 28, 2007

left the house at about 1230pm. annalee came here to fetch me. waH?! haha. naks. :)) then we went to gateway to watch ratatouille. :D yee. everyone wants to see it. and so did i! haha. we were with harvey, annalee's ex.. na parang sila parin?! hahaha. :P after gateway, yey, i rode the mrt for the first time. it was always been lrt for me you know. we went to mega mall to meet these.. na may gusto kay harvey. haha. it was obvious they were freshies with the way they acted. :D no offense, but they really do. haha. anyways, after that, we rode the taxi going to galeria, ang sabi nung driver, it was 40. pero what i understood and heard, 30 lang. hahaha. so i gave him 30 and annalee told me that he was looking at us when we crossed the road to enter the mall. haha! i felt guilty but then realized, he didn't even correct me.. i mean, i would give him that 10 peso back but it was too late. after that thing, we bought mcdo. the funny thing is, the fries tasted like scrambled egg! wtf?! we then went to hot loops and had cell group.. thats for the victory people only.. pero nasama narin ako. :)) born again un diba? basta un. parang bible study na you share things that happened to you. :D aun. hehe. hyy, im going to make 2 reaction papers pa. one in filipino and one in cwts. waa. er. anyways. for the side of friends, it was a good day.. but for the other side? um, its BAD. :(

Friday, July 27, 2007

english classes..

its friday so again, we had english as our first subject. hell. :( i kept on repeating my outline for the narrative story she was letting us make. : | i already felt like crying kanina 'cause i really can't believe she doesn't want to accept it. when she first read my story, the comment was, "its too wordy" then, err. i don't even want to remember things said na. it was really hell. :(

lunch time, at home, i felt so alone. even with allysa, alyssa, shiela, anna lee and sharon who followed were here, goodness. sa totoo lang, i felt out of place. as if it wasn't my house i was in. like i didn't belong... they had their talks, though they tried to include me in, i really can't relate to it. i mean, ok fine, the truth is, well, aside from that, di na talaga ako sanay sa malaking grupo, na maraming kasama. since summer, once lang nagsamsama ang barkada. at ang lagi ko pang kasama ay si butch. so kaming 2 lang. tapos now, parang biglang dumami, pero, ang kamsa ko lang talaga si anna lee at si lav. aun, i cried pa nga eh.. not because of that pero, parang, naaasar kasi ako, and i don't know why, i mean, which thing made me cry. i told butch i was going to call pero he had to pack for tomorrow kasi he'll be going home to sta barbara again. and i felt like, um,, cge. its not like a big deal to me, i mean, i just wanted someone to talk to about what is happening.. i know he has exams and he needs to review.. can't he give ma at least 3 minutes of his time? i already text messaged him about whats happening and what's the reaction? wala. as in wala. hindi niya pinapansin. :( butch, if you're reading this, sorry, pero, lagi nalang ganun, i feel bad, parang wala ka man lang paki. ewan ko. sorry nalang. hayy. there's not a day pa na i didn't cry. i can feel i'll be crying again later.. not that i want to cry, call me a cry baby if you want to. that's just the way i let go of things, hatred, saddness, happiness, lahat. iyak or tawa lang ang output. sobra. and now a days, sobrang, ewan, im keeping things to myself again. there was this time pa nga na i asked myself i was happening to me, who did i run to ba when i was in dagupan when i feel bad? all i could remember is kim osorio, rey, aisel, bes. pero, sorry to those i didn't mention, nakalimutan ko na nga kasi ung iba. pero now.. di ko na kasi sila xadong nakakausap / nakaktext.. ewan ko kung bakit pero, ewan. hyy. continue this later. caio. : |

Thursday, July 26, 2007

stressed out. completely.

its been a long time since i blogged here. :) anyways.

hmm. what can i say? im an official college student. haha. ive been in college for a month and 2 weeks? for others, they are already taking their prelims or midterms, whatever they call it this week. kami? ha! august pa! :P other professors don't give midterms pa! odiba? saya. :D

we had mc 101 kanina. and we talked about STRESS. it was only then when i realized that i am SO STRESSED. as in. missing him is one of the reasons why, for me, being stressed is anything that makes you tired, or makes you want to lie in bed all day, or even, being depressed. hell yeah, im so depressed right now.

after meeting up with him, or should i say, after going to their house last sunday, and today is thursday, i already miss him A LOT. compared to the 1 month and 1 week we didn't see each other? sobrang hurt ako ngayon kasi i already saw him, i wanted to go with him to baguio but i can't. and now, we're not texting for almost 3/4 of the day. 1/4, maybe that will consist of only 5-15 text messages i received from him. stressful talaga. waiting and wishing for his name to be written after the "from" word on my cell. Goodness. i miss him so much. nothing could ever compare. since that meeting last sunday, i already cried 2 times this week, and when i say cry, as in almost like hagulgol. tapos matagal pa. actually, i just finished crying kani kanina lang. waw? task ba un? ha. anyways, yeah, ive been missing him so much and another problem i want to face na is, to tell mom that i do have a boyfriend that ive never listened to a thing she says when we get to the topic of love. hy. i want to tell her on my 17th, wow, that would be like, next next week. or on my 18th. at least i have preparations. :D haha. oh yeah, the reason why we're not talking? or even texting, is because it is his exam week. from tuesday to saturday. err. i wish it could end sooner! now i know i really can't and i really wont leave him. its just not complete without him, a single message from him is good, but a lot would be great! but you have to understand, he's reviewing for his exams, and no way would i want to distract him. though i text him while he is studying but, no, i don't get a reply but i like to inform him of what i do.. on what is happening at home and school. but he wont.. i mean, he's not sharing or anything. not that its a requirement of couples to tell EVERYTHING to one another when they're apart, but at least you know, have some information about how they are up there.. hyy. well anyways, have to continue this some other time. ciao!

Sunday, June 17, 2007

heh.

1.The song you've been most singing to
yourself recently?
- way back into love.

2. What do you currently want right
now?
- pang aliw ng sarili.

3. What did you do today?
- wala. friendster, multiply, soundtrip, text, nuod, eat the usual.

4. Are you hungry? What would you
like?
- i just ate.

5.What have you been thinking about
most today?
- how could... shit.

6. Do you ever just sit outside and
watch the stars?
- yup.

7. What is your current annoyance?
- the thing...

8. Do you want a new cell phone?
- not really.

9. Are you waiting for someone right
now?
- NO.

10. Name one thing you’re looking
forward to this week?
- apology? or, explanation.

11. Can you make new friends easily?
- cguro.. hindi na xado eh.

12. What would you do if your best
friend turned gay/lesbian?
- um, um, wala naman. accept them for who they are.

13. Do you plan out what you wear the
day before you wear it?
- YUP. hehe.

14. What is music to you?
- happiness. ;)

15. Have you ever fell for an
officemate or classmate?
- YUP.

16. How many hours do you sleep?
this week?
- 6 during weekdays. 8-11 weekends.

17. How many times do you eat each
day?
- 2 or 3.

18. How do you cheer someone up?
- be weird.

19. Are you a morning person?
- ewan.

20. Is it easier for you to fall?
- yeah. pero now, di na.

21. Think of one person, stick with
it. you don’t have to say their name.
Would you pick him/her up stranded 100
plus miles away if it was your
birthday?
- ok lang.

22. Has your best friend ever hurt
your feelings?
- oo. iyak ako ng iyak nun. : (

23. Give two reasons why you get
distracted in class.
- BOREDOM. = SLEEPINESSSS.

24. Do you think it’s funny when
people get hurt?
- i am now, do you think its funny?! shit.

ha! Happy Father's Day.

hihi. i didn't greet any of my "Fathers" haha. i greeted my beiby first. :)) funny. yeah, whatever. haha.

ginroup message ko na lang ung "happy fathers day" hehe. there's my dad, papa and tito anthony... hek. mga reply nila.

tito anthony: tnx anak.. (woa? heeek. *thinks. you know what im thinking!*)
papa: thanks Justin! ( huwel?! hahaha.)
dad: tnx. san ka? (hahaha. nice one dad.)

lagay ko dito convy namin ni dad. weird. di na kasi ako sanay na kausap siya. tagal ko ng di siya nakausap. heee. sobrang nanibago ako. read.

dad: tnx. san ka?
tin: bahay.
dad: dag o mla?
tin: manila..
dad: musta school?
tin: boring. nakakaantok. hehe
dad: bakit boring? diba dapat masaya?
tin: eh,walang kwenta, daldal sila ng daldal. puro introduction pa kasi last week.
dad: grabe ka naman kung walang kwenta sila.
tin: hindi, ta daldal sila ng daldal, puro introduction tapos kwento..
dad: astig ka talaga! ( huwa?! where did the come from? haha. natawa kaya ako. XP)

un. meron pa. pero, natuwa ako. kasi di na talaga ako sanay na kausap siya / katext siya. im sure, baka kumustahin kami ni beiby mamaya nito. haha. :D yee. naka naman ang tatay ko. :)) wala lang.

magmimisa ako mamaya. kasama si kuya or not. ha! KAYA ko!!! yeah. haha.


we watched Fantastic 4 pala kagabi. saya. :) haha. ganda xa. kasma ko si kuya and kuya jir. naks. haha. sayang si benny at kea. sumama sila for nothing. gang 10 kasi curfew ni kea. eh, 10:30 matatapos ung movie. aun. sayang, tapos. nagaway kami -- ni beiby. pero ok na.diba diba? hehe. iloveyou. :x

Monday, June 11, 2007

sh*t.

that's just it. sh*tness. :((

jealousy strikes again! damnit! :((