left the house at about 1230pm. annalee came here to fetch me. waH?! haha. naks. :)) then we went to gateway to watch ratatouille. :D yee. everyone wants to see it. and so did i! haha. we were with harvey, annalee's ex.. na parang sila parin?! hahaha. :P after gateway, yey, i rode the mrt for the first time. it was always been lrt for me you know. we went to mega mall to meet these.. na may gusto kay harvey. haha. it was obvious they were freshies with the way they acted. :D no offense, but they really do. haha. anyways, after that, we rode the taxi going to galeria, ang sabi nung driver, it was 40. pero what i understood and heard, 30 lang. hahaha. so i gave him 30 and annalee told me that he was looking at us when we crossed the road to enter the mall. haha! i felt guilty but then realized, he didn't even correct me.. i mean, i would give him that 10 peso back but it was too late. after that thing, we bought mcdo. the funny thing is, the fries tasted like scrambled egg! wtf?! we then went to hot loops and had cell group.. thats for the victory people only.. pero nasama narin ako. :)) born again un diba? basta un. parang bible study na you share things that happened to you. :D aun. hehe. hyy, im going to make 2 reaction papers pa. one in filipino and one in cwts. waa. er. anyways. for the side of friends, it was a good day.. but for the other side? um, its BAD. :(
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Friday, July 27, 2007
english classes..
its friday so again, we had english as our first subject. hell. :( i kept on repeating my outline for the narrative story she was letting us make. : | i already felt like crying kanina 'cause i really can't believe she doesn't want to accept it. when she first read my story, the comment was, "its too wordy" then, err. i don't even want to remember things said na. it was really hell. :(
lunch time, at home, i felt so alone. even with allysa, alyssa, shiela, anna lee and sharon who followed were here, goodness. sa totoo lang, i felt out of place. as if it wasn't my house i was in. like i didn't belong... they had their talks, though they tried to include me in, i really can't relate to it. i mean, ok fine, the truth is, well, aside from that, di na talaga ako sanay sa malaking grupo, na maraming kasama. since summer, once lang nagsamsama ang barkada. at ang lagi ko pang kasama ay si butch. so kaming 2 lang. tapos now, parang biglang dumami, pero, ang kamsa ko lang talaga si anna lee at si lav. aun, i cried pa nga eh.. not because of that pero, parang, naaasar kasi ako, and i don't know why, i mean, which thing made me cry. i told butch i was going to call pero he had to pack for tomorrow kasi he'll be going home to sta barbara again. and i felt like, um,, cge. its not like a big deal to me, i mean, i just wanted someone to talk to about what is happening.. i know he has exams and he needs to review.. can't he give ma at least 3 minutes of his time? i already text messaged him about whats happening and what's the reaction? wala. as in wala. hindi niya pinapansin. :( butch, if you're reading this, sorry, pero, lagi nalang ganun, i feel bad, parang wala ka man lang paki. ewan ko. sorry nalang. hayy. there's not a day pa na i didn't cry. i can feel i'll be crying again later.. not that i want to cry, call me a cry baby if you want to. that's just the way i let go of things, hatred, saddness, happiness, lahat. iyak or tawa lang ang output. sobra. and now a days, sobrang, ewan, im keeping things to myself again. there was this time pa nga na i asked myself i was happening to me, who did i run to ba when i was in dagupan when i feel bad? all i could remember is kim osorio, rey, aisel, bes. pero, sorry to those i didn't mention, nakalimutan ko na nga kasi ung iba. pero now.. di ko na kasi sila xadong nakakausap / nakaktext.. ewan ko kung bakit pero, ewan. hyy. continue this later. caio. : |
lunch time, at home, i felt so alone. even with allysa, alyssa, shiela, anna lee and sharon who followed were here, goodness. sa totoo lang, i felt out of place. as if it wasn't my house i was in. like i didn't belong... they had their talks, though they tried to include me in, i really can't relate to it. i mean, ok fine, the truth is, well, aside from that, di na talaga ako sanay sa malaking grupo, na maraming kasama. since summer, once lang nagsamsama ang barkada. at ang lagi ko pang kasama ay si butch. so kaming 2 lang. tapos now, parang biglang dumami, pero, ang kamsa ko lang talaga si anna lee at si lav. aun, i cried pa nga eh.. not because of that pero, parang, naaasar kasi ako, and i don't know why, i mean, which thing made me cry. i told butch i was going to call pero he had to pack for tomorrow kasi he'll be going home to sta barbara again. and i felt like, um,, cge. its not like a big deal to me, i mean, i just wanted someone to talk to about what is happening.. i know he has exams and he needs to review.. can't he give ma at least 3 minutes of his time? i already text messaged him about whats happening and what's the reaction? wala. as in wala. hindi niya pinapansin. :( butch, if you're reading this, sorry, pero, lagi nalang ganun, i feel bad, parang wala ka man lang paki. ewan ko. sorry nalang. hayy. there's not a day pa na i didn't cry. i can feel i'll be crying again later.. not that i want to cry, call me a cry baby if you want to. that's just the way i let go of things, hatred, saddness, happiness, lahat. iyak or tawa lang ang output. sobra. and now a days, sobrang, ewan, im keeping things to myself again. there was this time pa nga na i asked myself i was happening to me, who did i run to ba when i was in dagupan when i feel bad? all i could remember is kim osorio, rey, aisel, bes. pero, sorry to those i didn't mention, nakalimutan ko na nga kasi ung iba. pero now.. di ko na kasi sila xadong nakakausap / nakaktext.. ewan ko kung bakit pero, ewan. hyy. continue this later. caio. : |
Thursday, July 26, 2007
stressed out. completely.
its been a long time since i blogged here. :) anyways.
hmm. what can i say? im an official college student. haha. ive been in college for a month and 2 weeks? for others, they are already taking their prelims or midterms, whatever they call it this week. kami? ha! august pa! :P other professors don't give midterms pa! odiba? saya. :D
we had mc 101 kanina. and we talked about STRESS. it was only then when i realized that i am SO STRESSED. as in. missing him is one of the reasons why, for me, being stressed is anything that makes you tired, or makes you want to lie in bed all day, or even, being depressed. hell yeah, im so depressed right now.
after meeting up with him, or should i say, after going to their house last sunday, and today is thursday, i already miss him A LOT. compared to the 1 month and 1 week we didn't see each other? sobrang hurt ako ngayon kasi i already saw him, i wanted to go with him to baguio but i can't. and now, we're not texting for almost 3/4 of the day. 1/4, maybe that will consist of only 5-15 text messages i received from him. stressful talaga. waiting and wishing for his name to be written after the "from" word on my cell. Goodness. i miss him so much. nothing could ever compare. since that meeting last sunday, i already cried 2 times this week, and when i say cry, as in almost like hagulgol. tapos matagal pa. actually, i just finished crying kani kanina lang. waw? task ba un? ha. anyways, yeah, ive been missing him so much and another problem i want to face na is, to tell mom that i do have a boyfriend that ive never listened to a thing she says when we get to the topic of love. hy. i want to tell her on my 17th, wow, that would be like, next next week. or on my 18th. at least i have preparations. :D haha. oh yeah, the reason why we're not talking? or even texting, is because it is his exam week. from tuesday to saturday. err. i wish it could end sooner! now i know i really can't and i really wont leave him. its just not complete without him, a single message from him is good, but a lot would be great! but you have to understand, he's reviewing for his exams, and no way would i want to distract him. though i text him while he is studying but, no, i don't get a reply but i like to inform him of what i do.. on what is happening at home and school. but he wont.. i mean, he's not sharing or anything. not that its a requirement of couples to tell EVERYTHING to one another when they're apart, but at least you know, have some information about how they are up there.. hyy. well anyways, have to continue this some other time. ciao!
hmm. what can i say? im an official college student. haha. ive been in college for a month and 2 weeks? for others, they are already taking their prelims or midterms, whatever they call it this week. kami? ha! august pa! :P other professors don't give midterms pa! odiba? saya. :D
we had mc 101 kanina. and we talked about STRESS. it was only then when i realized that i am SO STRESSED. as in. missing him is one of the reasons why, for me, being stressed is anything that makes you tired, or makes you want to lie in bed all day, or even, being depressed. hell yeah, im so depressed right now.
after meeting up with him, or should i say, after going to their house last sunday, and today is thursday, i already miss him A LOT. compared to the 1 month and 1 week we didn't see each other? sobrang hurt ako ngayon kasi i already saw him, i wanted to go with him to baguio but i can't. and now, we're not texting for almost 3/4 of the day. 1/4, maybe that will consist of only 5-15 text messages i received from him. stressful talaga. waiting and wishing for his name to be written after the "from" word on my cell. Goodness. i miss him so much. nothing could ever compare. since that meeting last sunday, i already cried 2 times this week, and when i say cry, as in almost like hagulgol. tapos matagal pa. actually, i just finished crying kani kanina lang. waw? task ba un? ha. anyways, yeah, ive been missing him so much and another problem i want to face na is, to tell mom that i do have a boyfriend that ive never listened to a thing she says when we get to the topic of love. hy. i want to tell her on my 17th, wow, that would be like, next next week. or on my 18th. at least i have preparations. :D haha. oh yeah, the reason why we're not talking? or even texting, is because it is his exam week. from tuesday to saturday. err. i wish it could end sooner! now i know i really can't and i really wont leave him. its just not complete without him, a single message from him is good, but a lot would be great! but you have to understand, he's reviewing for his exams, and no way would i want to distract him. though i text him while he is studying but, no, i don't get a reply but i like to inform him of what i do.. on what is happening at home and school. but he wont.. i mean, he's not sharing or anything. not that its a requirement of couples to tell EVERYTHING to one another when they're apart, but at least you know, have some information about how they are up there.. hyy. well anyways, have to continue this some other time. ciao!
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