Tuesday, June 5, 2007

the new border.

so, what am i going to do?

mama, papa and i just arrived here in Manila about 9am. Mom, tito Anthony and the kids left 30 minutes ago for dagupan. i felt like crying nga kanina eh. kasi, i dunno. i don't want to say the same things again, i don't want to relate the things that makes me cry every night. i know it's part of life -- being a college student. but does it have to be away from them? specially HIM. :( he's currently in Baguio and he still doesn't have load. so i'll just have to wait for his text. i dunno how he is doing, or even, what. all i know is that he's with al and rommel. hope their safe. plus, momie ivy texted me. :

"asa manila ka na ba ? ingat lagi ha? chat tayo next time.. kwento mo about your orientation. si butch kelan akyat? please make sure that you're always connected kasi you bring far from each other is a threat to your relationship.. Both of you much take extra care.. hehe God bless!"

i just wish momie ivy was here. :( oo nga, totoo sabi nia.. this is one great risk we're taking. specially, we often fight na talaga. pero we won't let go naman diba? diba? we will keep the relationship strong diba? :'( i don't want to cry na. lagi nalang mahirap huminga pag gabi. :( hyy. we'll make it through this. its just college.. 4 years being apart is nothing.. i guess? we'll make it no matter what. i love him so much. :(


kanina nagtatawanan ang mga tao dito, naevict na ang isang border, may dumating naman na na bago. :) evicted -- jann. new comer -- ako. :)) haha. baliw talaga tong mga to. :) masya, pero malungkot. hyy. ang tagal ni kuya. mamayang gabi pa siya dadating eh. :(


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Good for people to know.