graduation.. huhu

so. it was a graduation.. huhu. speechless ako ehh. sorry.

i felt good kasi, wow, graduate na ako ng ednas.. alumni na tawag sa akin.. haha. pero, at the same time sad, kasi, magkakahiwalay na kami ng batchmates.. sa dalwang taon ko sa high school sa ednas, super saya. :) hehe. sad din ako kasi may dalawang importanteng lalaking hindi nakapunta.. si kuya at si daddy.. si kuya, dahil thursday naun, may pasok xa.. si dad.. ewan.. ni hindi pa nga nila ako tinatawagan eh.. naiiak ako. :(

isa pang kinatutuwa ko, nakilala ko na si ate karen. hehe. ang pretty nia! si butch naman oh, deny pa. huhu. basta pretty xa! :) hehe. tas isa pang kinasasad ako.. wa akong grad pic.. i mean, ung kinuha naung graduation mismo.. nawawala pa cam ko.. di ko pa sinasabi kay mom.. magiipon nalng ulit ako.. sila tita, di pa ako ginigreet. parang, wala lang.. kahit greetings lang.. masaya na ako.. ewan.. hyy.. mixed emotions ehh..


ung cam ko.. pakibalik na! :((

my theme!

yesterday and today was fun! as in whole lot of fun! haha.

after school, we went straight to rivera to ride a bonuan jeep. first who got off was kenneth, cause they had a game -- basketball. then, it was ina, kea, butch and i who got off to wait for mhi-ann sa bahay nila ina. [ too bad, di pa kinakausap ni ina mama nia. :( ] tapos, aun, pumunta na sila sa bahay nila kim. :) ang saya kasi magkakasama kami.. sinusulit na namin.. sana nga masulit talga..

nasasad ako, pero kanina, parang naiiak kasi, di ako makakapunta sa birthday ni kenn.. tinry ko magpaalam, pero ayaw na ni mom.. di na nia ako papayagan.. kasi puro lakad nalng ako.. :( hyy.. good luck nalng sa akin.. sana magchange ang mind ni mom.. inaasahan pa naman ako ni tita jackie at si kenn. :( hyy..

tulog na ako, nakakasad.. itutulog ko nalang. :(

sorry :'(

hyy. just can't believe what's going on.. parang, tinanong ko xa.. ng biglaan.. paano un, naaawa na ako sa kanya. why do i have to ask ? :'( nasasad ako. di na xa nagreply oh, ano gagawin ko. miss ko na xa sobra. :'( di pa xa pumapasok. naiiak na ako. bakit kung kelangan nia ako, di ako makapunta? bakit ?! naiinis ako sa sarili ko.. sobra! bakit ngayon pa kasi ?? bakit ?! bes, sorry talaga. :'( grabe toh, kung ako may kailangan, nakakausap ko xa. pero pag ako, bakit ganun.. :(( damn! im already in tears! please someone help me find a way.. eerrrr.

today wasn't good. it was tiring. damnit. all the requirements.

*mr de vera. sorry for the bad look i showed you a while ago. haha. :P

ewan! basta! iba! iba tong araw na toh!

another one ?!

waa! may nalaman na naman ako. pero im arite now. i don't wanna hear anything pa. pero somehow, i get so curious. damnit! pano un ? hyy. ewan ko. ok na cguo un. ok, so its already 12.15am and im still away. i need to be up by 3.30 later to take a bath. we'll be leaving for manila at 4am later. ha! nice teen! haha.

tapos na ako sa defense sa grammar! yeaaah. economics nalang. pano kaya yun ? waa!. okok. sa monday pa naman eh. tapos, pala, di ko pa nagagawa ung formal theme namin. ung iP namin, wala pa ata. ung roots, ewan ko kung nagawa na ni estef. damnit. :( dami pang gagawin. waa. ano na gagawin ko. saus naman toh. hyy. di ko na dadalin sa mnila mga yan. di ko rin maggawa eh. haha. anyways, i have to go to sleep na. goodnites! :)

exhausted. ha!

huwat a day. haha. :)) at least everything is back to normal.. i mean, between us.. i guess.. you can't expect me to forget all of those in one night noh. i mean, i am trying to forget it. pero the healing process might take long. :) i still feel the hurt eh. ok, so enough drama.

we had choir practice.. waa! walang katapusang practice! haha. :)) anyways. yeah. tapos 2.30 we left school, practice na naman for choir sa church na kami nagpractice naman. tapos, ung defense namin! kanina un! saus! bagsak ata kami. kasi naman, di naman talaga good ung pagpresent namin. its actually BAD. haha. pero ok lang, at least we presented something and we tried. at least we learned kung paano dapat amagdefend ekek. yeahh. waaa! pano nalang sa college ? sa masteral ? waa! ok. haha. enought stressing!

i just finished rewriting my values notebook. damnit. someone borrowed it and i dunno who it was. i kept on shouting kanina in the room asking who has it -- including creative writing notebook pero no one is answering. if only i have a filler na extra eh. ginawa ko narin. pero waa! asan kaya yung mga un ? ampupu. :( hmm. anyways, haha. i feel sleepy na. :) goodnight nalang sa inyo. hehe.


lapit na otso. :) haha. kahit puro away, kinaya namin at kakayanin pa namin. yeah! whatev tin! haha. :)) aiyabmuhdiisomutch. :x